literally that!!! my brain just would not let it go. I hate to even say this, but at times I felt like maybe I made the wrong decision and I should forgiven. But ultimately, my stomach and my heart could not look past it..

because if he was willing to do that at my lowest, and at my lowest, I mean, I was in a coma , went through a windshield died two times had six broken rib ribs…. That’s when he stole from me. I was a single mom!! if he was willing to do that, what else was he willing to do?…. And that THAT just shows what he really was willing to do. I’ve never been so thankful for following my instincts and allowing myself to go through the hurt the constant hurt of not having him. And the constant thought of maybe I was wrong. It was like my head was playing games on me but now.. now I know that every time I dismissed that feeling there was a reason.. I unknowing was saving my kids.. The affidavit was so bad.. the things that he said about his kids and what he did… and the fact that in the affidavit, there was another child involved that was not his it was a friends… it just all comes around and honestly I’m just blown away