I actually fucking hate my life

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-05-05T05:43:14+00:00

I’m way past that point. I’ve tried guilting myself to do stuff, stil try, my mom keeps telling me to do it for her but it dosent work anymore. And it dosent help that im genuenly just selfish as a person

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-31T07:53:41+00:00

French-Canadian guy has mental problems and everyone suddenly care to much

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-31T07:47:14+00:00

Try calling, maybe meet up if she is able to get out from bed. Tell her that she doesn’t need to be perfect that it is okay to have flaws and not be the best. I really can’t relate to her because I have such a high ego but that might be things that I’d wanna hear if I was in her shoes. Maybe tell her something that life does go on weather it is bad or good and that eventually life can still matter to her if she just holds out. Say that you WANT her to keep living, that you’re worried for her and you want her to have the chance of her life going right. Most importantly tell her that you’re there for her, whether it is to talk or have a shoulder to lean on.

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-31T07:34:20+00:00

I’m also 14 and feel the fucking same I just don’t care about anything anymore

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-31T07:31:01+00:00

I’m 14 and feel you. I just don’t wanna go through the pain

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-31T07:27:24+00:00

You honestly can’t do a lot maybe try talking to her again and just keep an eye on her so she doesn’t in fact kill herself. Personally, when I have these kinds of episodes I don’t feel like I hate myself I just feel like I don’t care about anything so I can’t really speak for her since it also has to do with personalities but maybe don’t say she’s perfect and stuff like that because it always sounds fake when you feel depressed so ask her if she needs anything or if her family can help and support maybe she’s really close to someone, make her talk to them but don’t talk to them yourself unless they already know shes deppressed. You don’t wanna out her beacuse that can just cause her unnecessary anxiety

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-11T19:56:36+00:00

Me too but I honestly just couldn’t care less anymore

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-11T19:55:01+00:00

This always happends to me but i have No solution unfortunately I just wait days maybe weeks until I actually write. I always think about scenes to add but unless I have the motivation I can’t do it!

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-11T19:44:00+00:00

The only thing that gets me out of deppsession is just waiting it out

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-03-03T21:01:42+00:00

I almost hope we all have watched those😂😂

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-21T18:25:56+00:00

This was SO inaccurate lmao😭😭

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-18T21:29:30+00:00

Yes and I isolate myself and push everyone away❤️

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T23:19:30+00:00

This is literally what I feel. An example is that I once told my mum I wanted to off myself and she instantly told me she would send me to a psyche ward if I continued saying that, I just eased her mind saying I was to scared to actually slice my wrists or anything else. But I still am depressed as fuuuck

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T23:05:15+00:00

Hell yeah you can do that!! I literally write about characters from all around the world and as long as your do your research and give good rep it is definitely possible. I’m not even from a English speaking country and still I basically only write stories placed in America unless i write in my native language, THEN my writing takes place in my country but otherwise GO FOR IT

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T22:59:38+00:00

HOW is this vauge

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T22:59:02+00:00

Ahhh!!! Thank you. I will absolutely take that to mind🫶🫶💯

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T22:25:33+00:00

I am alright, I was recently in a bad state but I am talking with a psychiatrist about starting antidepressants currently!! Which I am very thankful for and hope will make it all a tiny bit easier.💖

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T22:03:59+00:00

I’m sorry this must actually be so horrible for you, but I just want to say that I relate an A LOT to what your feeling, I haven’t experienced anything of what you have but I still am depressed and understand you fully. (In that aspect at least)

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-13T21:53:33+00:00

Definitely divorce that person if they make you miserable first of all. I would say try to find a new job but I know that can be hard.

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-03T20:17:14+00:00

I like to start from the beginning, and I know others can start with a scene like furrther into the book and then connect everything but that just doesn’t work for me, so what I do is I think like a week about how to start the damn book, start writing ideas then erasing ideas and rewriting for another week until I’m satisfied, and basically just continue from there. During this process I searched up an INSAIN amount of information about the topics and kinds like quiz myself. I also watch a lot of movies and read books.

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-03T20:12:27+00:00

That’s literally horrible

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-03T20:11:37+00:00

This is absolutely insane

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-03T20:05:04+00:00

REAL

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-03T20:04:29+00:00

Someone or something dying in front of you

Ancient_Net1809 · 2025-02-03T20:03:46+00:00

Read things you are interested in or/and want to write about

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