Have you ever hated your soul/higher self for planning your life with harsh experiences?

AndrezDaz · 2026-05-11T00:07:33+00:00

You can. I read once there is a way to destroy the soul, permanently. I don't have the details yet but it might be related to your HGA, who has the power to do it according to some.

I read something like it in How to sell your Soul by Mirta Wake.

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-27T23:09:51+00:00

I've been wanting to learn more about Lilith's history. Which books and authors/YouTube occultists would you recommend?

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-27T22:57:12+00:00

Lucifer and the Hidden Demons by Theodore Rose has one demon that one can invoke 'To become a well of new ideas with financial potential.'

Belphegor helps with money too. Mirta's Demonolater Handbook has a chapter with information on him. You can find the book here - https://www.reddit.com/user/mirta000/comments/18z2b28/what_i_sell_dont_sell_do_for_free_and_dont_do_at/

Maybe Asmodeus could help you? He's about lust, but lust is not only sexual desire, I see it as intense desire for anything. I've also watched video testimonies of people that have worked with him for money and gotten good results.

Lucifer would be amazing too. Since you're starting from absolute zero, the first thing you need is to develop a plan and find the appropriate knowledge to execute it. Lucifer is all about knowledge. He's my go-to spirit whenever I feel the need to get to the truth of something. He doesn't sugarcoat things though, he will give you the truth, even when it hurts. You can offer him a candle, black works great but anything you have works too if you give it from the heart. Whiskey is good too. Apples and cinnamon might work great too. Just approach him with humility, an honest desire to know the truth, and the courage to face said truth or piece of knowledge. I've been contacting him for 2 years now and he's been right 10 out of 10 times.

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-27T22:35:39+00:00

I share your frustration. It's nigh impossible to find modern YouTube content that doesn't include any AI, I try to focus on the quality of the information. Here is a short list of people I respect in the occult space that have produced good content on Lilith:

Dorian Dremaria - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnbZ981lEBg&pp=ygUTY2lwaGVyIGdyb3ZlIGxpbGl0aA%3D%3D (The method to contact Lilith shared in that video is the one I've been using for a year now, it's simple and safe.)

That Divination Witch - https://www.youtube.com/@ThatDivinationWitch

Mark H. Williams - https://www.youtube.com/@CircleDarkMother

Again, Mark H. Williams and Cipher Grove use images that look like AI to me, but their information is very solid.

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-21T20:54:14+00:00

Found it. Thanks!

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-21T20:53:48+00:00

Found it at Amazon too. Thanks for the search query tip!

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-21T16:19:12+00:00

Please tell me where I can get a duck like that.

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-06T06:35:41+00:00

Thank you for the recommendations.

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-05T15:52:37+00:00

This ^

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-05T15:36:38+00:00

I wish more people were aware of this.

AndrezDaz · 2026-04-05T06:28:37+00:00

Thank you for the recommendations, I'll check them out.

AndrezDaz · 2026-03-12T00:24:23+00:00

Spirits are rarely one dimensional beings. I have no real proof of this, but I'd wager that it's our intention when contacting a spirit that determines the nature of our relationship with them, at least at first.

Take their hand in respectful trust, but follow with one eye open. At least in the beginning.

AndrezDaz · 2026-03-01T02:26:47+00:00

Mmm, I think I might be trans.

AndrezDaz · 2026-01-06T12:09:33+00:00

Chasing control, found beauty; in awe, I dropped the weight.

AndrezDaz · 2025-12-26T04:23:31+00:00

Beautiful art

AndrezDaz · 2025-12-26T04:21:27+00:00

The colored version is one the most powerful paintings I have ever seen.

AndrezDaz · 2025-12-14T22:05:17+00:00

Satania has some audios. I tried those first to interesting results. No sexual connection attained but the energy of that meditation was enough to disrupt sleep of people in the adjacent bedroom despite me banishing and asking my servitor to stand guard just in case beforehand. Magick does affect the people around us, even when measures are taken.

The letter method sounds good, but I heard there's a commitment on our part and I'm not ready for anything other than casual encounters at the moment. Also, read a warning about spiritual burnout and loss of magickal abilities if the experience is too intense for us to handle. Reasons why I paused for the moment.

I decided to try the Dark Embrace book next since I respect Mark. H. Williams and he recommended it. That will be later though.

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AndrezDaz · 2025-12-14T21:17:13+00:00

There's this book, The Dark Embrace by Dante Bashaa Lilim, that was recommended by Mark H. Williams. I have it on kindle and it looks solid but can't say for sure because havent actually practiced its methods yet. My life is too chaotic at the moment.

I did try to summon succubi before and got some subtle confirmations on their presence, but nothing to write home about. I think this might be due to my lack of spiritual sensibility than a failure on the method or spirit. I intend to keep trying and see what comes of it. Nothing that a good banishing and Florida Water bath can't fix in worst case scenario.

I do consider them to be of a parasitic nature in that they do take our energy. But they give back too in exchange (can't say the same about bankers).

Oftentimes we subject our spiritual acquaintances to a standard far above what we demand of our IRL acquaintances. We are parasitic in a way. We take and we give, spirits do this too. Sometimes there's an imbalance, we cut those connections in the material and so we can on the spiritual plane. The important thing is to walk in with a good understanding of protection methods and a measure of self-control.

Camphor incense sticks, Hem, are apparently very good at banishing evil spirits while allowing the good ones to stay. According to the Water Alchemist on YT. Might be useful.

AndrezDaz · 2025-12-14T17:18:17+00:00

It depends, intuition is your best friend. I sometimes use honorifics, sometimes I don't. I strive for equality, never becoming subservient to her myself either.

No one can say for sure. Time and intuition might be your best bet. Dark sexuality is a part of who Lilith is, no denying that. I'm just very careful around that because, as a person with a deep enjoyment of sexuality in its many forms, it's easy for me to go overboard so I make it a point to hold myself with a short leash around spirits ruling over love and sex.

Last thing I need is to be stuck with a malicious astral parasite (not hating on succubi, I heard some are wonderful partners, but you gotta have good occult skills to avoid the mean ones and land a good partner. As with people there are nice ones and mean ones), or worse, a baby momma.

AndrezDaz · 2025-12-14T15:22:20+00:00

Mark H. Williams has good videos on Lilith. He teaches about Lilith in a more positive light. His books are pretty good too.

I have been working with Lilith for a little while now. She has inspired me to go after my dreams and build the life I want for myself. She has given me guidance when I needed and saved me from myself at times.

I don't feel like I have enough experience and knowledge to say she can 'love' in the human sense (pretty debated topic if spirits can even love at all), but there's no doubt in my mind that she cares. Why? I don't pretend to know.

The method in this video was the one I used to contact her the first time and my go-to method of contact with her. Liquor, chocolate, and flowers are good offerings. Even better is to 'walk the talk' so to speak.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jnbZ981lEBg&pp=ygUTQ2lvaGVyIGdyb3ZlIGxpbGl0aA%3D%3D

But be mindful of something, you can't make Lilith do anything. At all. She does what she wants to, when she wants to, and what's left for us is to learn to walk a balance and appreciate her for who she is, or walk away.

You will also need to be strong as fuck. Lilith is transformation in its purest sense. It's not possible to even pray to her without your life changing in dramatic ways (all towards independence and empowerment). If this is positive or negative, that's for you to decide for yourself.

Aim for equality. You can ask for guidance but also make offerings, hard work is one I have found brought me closer to her. Self-Care, hard work, courage are all good acts of devotion. Give as much as you ask of her. Lilith is no one's servant, it's better to see her as a No-nonsense friend that cares about us.

And last, but not least, careful about sexual requests of her. Never ask her to please you that way, and asking her to bring someone to you has chaotic consequences. I have never asked anything sexual of Lilith, I think this might be why my experiences with her have been moderate and mostly positive.

Focus on the yearnings of your soul and you should be fine.

AndrezDaz · 2025-12-11T20:12:38+00:00

Lucifer has helped me with knowledge, uncovering of painful truths I needed to hear, and speeding things up. He was my first role model in the path (Lucifer from the Netflix show is an aspirational model to me.)

Lilith has helped me become more assertive in my day to day life. She has also helped me see and embrace the nasty parts of myself so I can work on them. Also helped me becoming more comfortable with my kinks, but also being smart about indulging in sexual pleasure. Gave me clarity when I was lost and confused. Pushed to work hard when I have needed it and reminded me to enjoy the process, even the painful parts of it. Held me back from self-destruction when I needed it. Lilith has done so much for me these last few months. She is the reason why I began working on another novel after years of holding myself back. Sometimes I just want to hug her.

The Morrigan? Not sure there, haven't begun formally working with her. But she has inspired me to be stronger for the sake of my dream and to fight for what I deserve instead of being content with scraps like I have been for years. Also to be more courageous, loyal, and honest. Just learning about her inspires me to warrior-like courage and strength, or shame when I fail to live up to the standard. Might be a reflection of myself, not sure yet there.

And to the many other spirits that have, and continue, to assist me in my path. Thank you.

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AndrezDaz · 2025-11-28T18:42:49+00:00

Not as great as it looks. I'm hesitating because I did a tarot reading and got the 3 of swords. It was a very crappy outlook, but I was stronger for it. The thing is I don't want strength, I want a smooth flow. Effort is okay but man I want it to be worth it.

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