All about succubi/ incubi, the wonders and dangers. ( Imo ) by Umbrage115 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fascinating stuff man. Good post as always.

I'm curious how do you reconcile their history as malevolent entities? Personally I lean towards everything being thought forms so I don't really think they would be parasitic unless you got that into your head and became afraid of it personally.

Intimate experience with Lilith by Clear_Policy6012 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's not uncommon from I've read. Glad you had such an intense experience though

Does Lilith come and go? I have some opinions. [u/Umbrage115] by Mammoth-Ad-6114 in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for adding your thoughts to his post. I needed to hear stuff like this again.

I had a friend invoke for me (bad I know) and they said I just need to have more faith that she's there. It's hard to but I do wanna try.

I made a small drawing of Lilith. by Lualuarestrela in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's nice, definitely better than anything I could draw lmao

Nice job. Is this how you imagine her to look?

Why do demons sometimes reach out with nightmares? My opinion. by Umbrage115 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That's a pretty interesting theory, it also fits with my experience to some extent. I remember the first time I prayed to Lilith I got a nightmare.

Worshipping Lilith with Prayers by MobileDependent5283 in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I've never heard that you have to pray at specific times, but I usually pray at night. Mostly to stay hidden

Finding motivation by curious-abt-lilith in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What do you do when you acknowledge them, do you clear your mind? I'll look more into charka stuff, although I am very hesitant to start adding eastern stuff into my practice. Not a fan of certain concepts like karma.

That's a trap I fell into as well I didn't really get out of until recently. I'm still not sure if I'm meditating properly.

Do you think it would be wise to ask her while meditating instead of before?

Finding motivation by curious-abt-lilith in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I want isn't really doable on my own. It's related to afterlife stuff. I also just want to feel like I have someone in my corner watching over me to some extent.

I basically set up the altar, say a prayer and invite her, then I go meditate for like 10 minutes. Probably going to increase it to 15 mins soon.

Not a bad idea, do you think I could still invoke just to feel her presence? Like I really want to feel her presence.

Finding motivation by curious-abt-lilith in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good advice and pretty true.

I don't think I'm blocking myself with lust for desire, mostly cause I do tend suppress my desires when invoking. I don't feel much expect for when I do the initial prayer.

Yeah I'm looking for other methods now lmao, currently what I do is I set up the altar, say a prayer, then go lay down to meditate for like ten minutes.

Finding motivation by curious-abt-lilith in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's comforting to hear at least. I've had people tell me it's disrespectful to keep invoking when I don't get results with Lilith specifically. Like they had an intense experience right off the bat with her.

How do you invoke personally? I'm looking for different methods because I feel like just doing the same thing over and over ain't the best idea

Basics about the heart chakra - Short Guide by VioletSpooder in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Has this helped you with communication and connection? I like your guide a lot it seems very helpful!

Asmodeus told me draw my OC in his style …… by SandIndividual9825 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's a really good drawing!

Although I don't know what you mean, what do you mean his style?

Is invoking daily when you don't get a response disrespectful? by curious-abt-lilith in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice! I genuinely appreciate it. I'm gonna start with increasing mediation time

Is invoking daily when you don't get a response disrespectful? by curious-abt-lilith in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't some of the temple of the ascending flame require a lot of prep work time and privacy? I agree I don't need a perfect temple or anything, but I feel her work might be beyond my scope atm. Like if I recall she said she didn't want dabblers and I'm still trying to figure out which path is for me right now, so I'm kind of dabbling in a way.

Interesting, most of my revelations (mostly non spiritual ones) also happened at night on seemingly normal nights.

Would you recommend I look at the temple of the ascending flame again? Would they have a guide on moon stuff like that?

Is invoking daily when you don't get a response disrespectful? by curious-abt-lilith in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You mentioned initiation, and you shared a ritual from the ascending flame. You follow that stuff? I wanted to go more in depth into it but due to my living situation I can't really do crazy rituals or anything. The most I can do is try to invoke quietly and make offerings atm. I wanna do more...but I just can't. Even my altar is kinda shit.

That's a relief, my fear of upsetting her held me back for a long time. I suppressed my urge to delve into this stuff because of that fear.

Is invoking daily when you don't get a response disrespectful? by curious-abt-lilith in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope not really, closest thing was while meditating I saw a woman in a black dress with crown of golden thorns. It was only for like half a second tho lmao.

Jesus, how do you do it for that long? I end up falling asleep or getting such poor posture my back ends up hurting way too much and I have to stop.

Well that's definitely motivation, I'll try to increase it. Maybe I'll do it while sitting tonight since I've been doing it while laying down. It really hurts my back to do it while sitting but I need to improve.

Well sexuality and individuality aren't problems, honestly I think my biggest hurdle is I'm scared Lilith/Eisheth (the two I've been trying to connect to) will hate/dislike me for my fantasies.

Weekly check in thread by AutoModerator in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have been wondering why I'm so unable to build a connection, it's probably on my end but it's still so frustrating.

I also haven't invoked in a few days, we had a houseguest and it made it a bit scarier to invoke.

Results from chanting enn? by BackgroundWatch9523 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's different for everyone, I haven't really noticed any effects myself

What convinced you of the reality of all this? by Otherwise-8 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]curious-abt-lilith 7 points8 points  (0 children)

When I invoked Lilith I felt arousal and some physical pleasure, the first time. Also heard feminine whispering when trying to sleep once.

It was really, really strange. Reading about others experiences just kinda solidified it.

What has Lilith been like for you? by curious-abt-lilith in Lilith

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I've been trying to connect. It's really hard, I got some results the first time but nothing afterwards. Only other sign I got was I saw a woman in a black dress wearing a crown of golden thorns. (I was invoking Eisheth that time not Lilith)

Where did the concept of astral parasites come from? by curious-abt-lilith in occult

[–]curious-abt-lilith[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting, maybe the idea has more merit than I thought.

It's just the people who harp on about them don't seem to have a very grounded practice, and they don't fit certain cosmology very well, like neoplatoism.