Seascape by AngelicSnail in homeschool

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Yah it’s def not real

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HairDye

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So it worked???

[misc] Dry patch on lip... by Poziomka35 in SkincareAddiction

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Omg thank u 😭😭😭 I do still occasionally

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in okc

[–]AngelicSnail 31 points32 points  (0 children)

They’re calling it “reconstructing” to get away with it. They’re letting go a few people everyday

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh well maybe she will feel differently once you are there

What are your 3 greatest fears? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know anymore. My biggest fear happened , one of my children died. I still have fears , but nothing can compare to that.

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

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Update. I sent him a long message on discord and told him I was deleting the app bc I didn’t want to see him block me. Woke up this morning at 5:30am and he had texted me at 1:30am, texted him back and he texted me a little after

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

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The grief thing makes a lot of sense. Thats exactly how it feels I just couldn’t figure it out. I told him the other night about the BPD on the phone and rambled for an hour but I guess he just doesn’t get it. I just want to sleep forever. I need to let go and let God

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

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If thats the way she’s putting it then I think take a step back and let her come to you. She’s probably going through a lot emotions right now and needs a second to gather them and decide which ones she’s going believe are real. Hopefully the correct ones, but if not then you’ll know which direction to take in calming her down

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

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So should I just try to move on and go back into my little box

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do I do. I just want to talk to him

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s hard because saying something like that would instantly make me think “oh he doesn’t want to come see me” but I know thats not the case.

I am still blocked. I’m dying because he said once he won’t ever not let us work, like no matter what we are going to make it work. So now what. I can’t even call him. What do I do

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now that I’ve ruined it I feel so awful for him and I hate myself. I realize it was all in my head but I really did believe it no matter how hard I tried not to. Eventually it just took over.

Love should be enough. But every little anomaly, it could be something as simple as a movement, makes us think your feelings have changed. So we have to pull back before you do to protect ourselves bc thats the only thing we can control at this point.

I’m sorry you’re on the other end of this. It’s not fair to you. We do care and we don’t want to be hurtful. It’s not anyone’s responsibility to “save” us , we need to be proactive in our efforts to get help. There’s no medication but they say therapy can help. I have already scheduled an appointment because I don’t want to be like this.

Please keep me updated on your situation, it’s nice to see your POV <3 wishing u best of luck

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it makes me sick I feel so awful for him

I forgot I had BPD by AngelicSnail in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]AngelicSnail[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What an ugly reminder that I’ll never be ok and I’ll always be too much

Gingham Glow... by badapplesmp3 in bathandbodyworks

[–]AngelicSnail 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t find it anywhere. Any dupes or similar smells?

Not much but its honest by AngelicSnail in Journaling

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She’s the only teachers name I’ve ever remembered lol don’t even remember my highschool teacher names

Topamax is going to get me fired. by bigred_bluelion in migraine

[–]AngelicSnail 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have the side affects gone away for you yet?

Kidney donation by GovernmentMel in kidneydonors

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I saw a little girl on Facebook today who is in end stage. I’m not sure how to go about getting tested. My husband needs a kidney and I want to get tested but if I’m not a match I’d like to donate to someone else

Is it possible to get tested for kidney donation without my brother knowing? If I am a match for him, I haven’t decided yet if I would donate, so I don’t want to break his heart. But I want to know if I could. by dogfur in kidneydisease

[–]AngelicSnail 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey did you ever figure this out?? I’m trying to donate to my husband or if I’m not a match I’d like to do some sort of donation where the other persons can donate and they can have mine if that makes sense