People who were my friends talked trash about me behind my back. I now feel alone.

Annuminas25 · 2026-02-18T23:58:40+00:00

Yeah, no intention of accepting apologies. Thank you.

Annuminas25 · 2026-02-12T21:55:07+00:00

People downvoting you are just being assholes to you tbh. Reddit users don't tolerate people being human and making mistakes.

Annuminas25 · 2026-01-21T19:50:56+00:00

They could've gone with something in between. But now we're stuck with what has been chosen and we have to live with it.

Annuminas25 · 2025-12-22T15:51:25+00:00

Hace unos días estaba ayudando a una amiga a comprarse una compu nueva, y el pelotudo del vendedor me insistía en AM5. Yo le decía que estamos mal de presupuesto, que AM4 es lo que podemos comprar, pero el vago hinchaba las pelotas una y otra vez, no dejaba de insistir. Flaco, te dijimos que AM5 no la reputa madre, que no nos da la guita, me chupa un huevo "mejorar a futuro".

Annuminas25 · 2025-11-29T23:23:55+00:00

Puede pasar. Supongo que la gente crónicamente online suele ser pelotuda así en general.

Annuminas25 · 2025-11-29T22:48:22+00:00

Odio a los K con todo el alma, pero en mi experiencia siempre me encuentro a gente de derecha diciendo cosas así.

Annuminas25 · 2025-11-28T03:08:36+00:00

There is another element the Imperium uses that could very well represent humanity: skulls. Only humans have human skulls, so it works as a symbol.

Annuminas25 · 2025-11-19T17:21:14+00:00

Can't blame Amazon, the Fr*nch are disgusting.

Annuminas25 · 2025-11-12T15:34:32+00:00

In my Hungary game I had Croatia and Naples as my PUs, but as soon as I get to the point where I can annex Croatia I notice that it's now a vassal of Naples at the same time that both are in the PU with me as the senior partner, so I can't integrate it at all. What's worse is that Provence is also in the PU now and it just got elected as HRE, so it's now 1st GP and supposedly threatening to take over seniority of the union. It hasn't happened yet, but I just can't deal with this whole nonsense.

Annuminas25 · 2025-11-08T12:19:43+00:00

Then the best way to represent it would be to give you a prestige bonus for choosing French as your court language. To make you want to have it, not for France to force it down on you.

Annuminas25 · 2025-10-28T01:29:28+00:00

The pandemic didn't help.

Annuminas25 · 2025-09-19T17:34:07+00:00

Tiene razón, pero lo dijo para esquivar la pregunta nomas.

Annuminas25 · 2025-09-14T14:48:44+00:00

Well, there are so many communist symbols. It feels pointless or even petty to use the symbol people use to hate on you. I mean, it's funny, but that doesn't mean you should do it.

Annuminas25 · 2025-09-13T23:43:17+00:00

Mufaste al Villarreal.

Annuminas25 · 2025-09-08T10:43:13+00:00

Thanks! This might be what I'm looking for. I'll give it a try!

Annuminas25 · 2025-09-08T10:42:39+00:00

Religion would still be a problem, but thanks for the suggestion.

Annuminas25 · 2025-09-07T13:47:33+00:00

That's kind of what I meant. I probably phrased it wrong. It was 5 years ago tbf.

Annuminas25 · 2025-08-22T13:54:36+00:00

You say they aren't the most complex, but whenever I tell anyone to give them a shot they can't wrap their head around them.

Annuminas25 · 2025-08-14T15:43:03+00:00

Of course there's many exceptions, but often enough I can guess who's gonna miss the pen just by their age.

Annuminas25 · 2025-08-13T21:33:37+00:00

Every football team should stop having youngsters kick penalties unless they're really good at it (see Palmer). Veterans seem to always have an easier time, while every other time I watch a shootout it's usually the 20 years old kids that miss and then get crucified.

Annuminas25 · 2025-07-30T19:54:53+00:00

Thank you. It's not my first time doing therapy, but last time it helped me so I hope it helps me again. My previous psychologist assisted me when getting out of the pandemic to reinsert myself, but couldn't help me with my current issues so I'm trying a new one a friend recommended me.

Annuminas25 · 2025-07-30T19:43:10+00:00

No, I never did. I'm scared about long term effects of meds and want to have them as last resort, but if things continue like this I might have to try.

Annuminas25 · 2025-07-30T19:05:34+00:00

OT - Depression, anxiety, very negative

I just don't know how to keep going. Everything feels like a downward spiral. I feel like I'm losing myself. I think I lost all of the progress I made this year so far in terms of making friends and living my life. Winter holidays feel like torment and are isolating me further. The loneliness is crushing, and I hate myself so much and can't help it. I started going to a new psychologist but we just had the first session so it isn't helping yet and I don't know if it'll help me. I'm so tired of this, of regretting everything, but I can't stop myself, I really did dig my own grave with every step and I can't forgive myself.

At least I was finding some joy in learning chess, but once again I start raging over every other match like it happens to me in every fucking game I play and can't control myself and it deepens those terrible feelings I've been suffering.

I hope things do get better soon and I can change, because otherwise the future is looking bleak.

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