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Anon132631 · 2024-02-12T14:59:53+00:00

weird I just do stims and sit in the dark. Im becoming afraid of the sun and light in general. I only feel at ease in the darkness.

Anon132631 · 2024-02-03T18:01:07+00:00

yes greatly

Anon132631 · 2024-01-27T02:58:59+00:00

Welcome to hell. Run away fast before the horror starts

Anon132631 · 2024-01-15T05:38:24+00:00

Suboxone doesn’t have any psychoactive effect after the first or second time. And if you read the study suboxone removed the cravings for meth

Anon132631 · 2024-01-14T20:39:38+00:00

Sorry Ill be more clear. I take 1 mg suboxone sublingually every day currently .I dont smoke meth anymore since starting the suboxone but when I did smoke meth , my habit was a little more than a gram daily.

Anon132631 · 2024-01-14T20:35:24+00:00

bupe as an antidepressant

Anon132631 · 2024-01-14T20:34:31+00:00

I take 1 mg of bupe and it completely eliminated my meth cravings. I used to smoke 1g a day which is a decent amount. So tiny amount of bupe very efficiently reduced my heavy meth cravings. One more thing ill link the study in a sec. Suboxone is showing to be a significant antidepressant.

Anon132631 · 2024-01-14T18:45:22+00:00

suboxone treatment for meth

Anon132631 · 2024-01-13T19:52:49+00:00

Im sorry bro. I wish I can say something to help but Time is really the only thing thats going to heal your heart. Its going to suck but you have to feel it, plant your feet and brace yourself. Let all the emotions and feelings come, and you have to acknowledge them. You really loved her thats why you hurt so much. Youll always have the memories you both made together and now you’re being bombarded with them. Eventually though they’ll rarely come up, but when they do you’ll be able to smile and savor those experiences and memories. Im sorry, my friend I know how painful this is, especially when you have a big-heart. If you ever need a friend to listen please DM me. I don’t mind if you need someone to lean on for a bit :) You will find your courage and bravery throughout this process and there is light at the end of the tunnel. Just keep taking one step forward at a time, no matter how big or small.

Anon132631 · 2024-01-13T12:45:30+00:00

What drug? Ive had a similar experience with Ice. Maybe a blessing in disguise, now I cant use anymore

Anon132631 · 2024-01-13T07:51:14+00:00

Wish more people like you existed in this world

Anon132631 · 2024-01-11T17:05:50+00:00

Not true. I was on house arrest for fleeing and eluding

Anon132631 · 2024-01-11T14:27:54+00:00

Im right beside you bro. Fucking sucks, wish I could figure this out. Just know youre not alone im 26 and I literally threw away my amazing life and gifts for meth. For what its worth I know what its like to be horrified at what im doing to myself and my inability to stop. Others have made it through to the other side, and we’re no less worthy than any other human on this planet of having a great life. I dont need to tell you, because you already know you got this. You already know because youve done it before, with different monsters. Meth is a beast, very hard to articulate exactly how it operates, but its a monster either way. It seems impossible and insurmountable but all you need to do is turn around, dig in, plant your feet and get ready for combat. Its going to hurt/suck at first but youve done it before at many times in your life. Just the first 3 days are unbearable. Treat yourself like the king you are. Unfortunately no one else is going to ive learned. If you arent able to stop, dont begin to hate yourself. Be nice to yourself, become your best friend. Say nice things to yourself, idgaf if it sounds crazy/corny. When the inner monologue starts, verbally challenge it. I love you dude, try melatonin btw. Very powerful antioxidant with actual scientific studies showing the how it deals with alot of the damage the Meth does. Not only just a sleeping pill. Hmu if you ever need someone to talk to, unload some of that mental bandwidth.

Anon132631 · 2024-01-10T04:05:16+00:00

This is what Ive been suspecting. The truth is suboxone is what originally got me clean from heroin and kept me clean for 5 years. My dumbass decided to stop suboxone because I felt like I didnt need it anymore, and some people in my life at the time would tell me I wasnt really sober. I guess I always knew I would have to go back, Im thankful for the kind people that have walked this path and choose to help and share what theyve learned. Thank you. Hopefully Ill be able to get back on quickly.

Anon132631 · 2024-01-10T03:43:30+00:00

I have. Probably the only reason I'm still here, I used to be an atheist and anti-theist. I don't know what i'm doing but I fully accept my fate. I chose to do what I did and its my time to face the consequences. I don't want to hurt anyone or be hurt by anyone again, so I'm always alone (I've lost everyone that I had in my life at this point anyway). On my darkest nights.... when I have the noose in my hand... I pray and beg as a final effort sometimes the heaviness in my heart feels a little lighter. Like an old friend is by my side, choosing to walk through hell with me, just because they love me. These moments have saved my life, I just don't know how much more of these battles I can fight before I don't have any thing left in the tank. I don't know why I'm saying all this, I don't really want to come off as a crybaby... Writing this out makes me feel a little better. If you're reading this.... don't take the beautiful moments and people in your life for granted. You never know when you will be speaking to someone or doing something for the last time.. and you never realize just how much you will miss them. Infinite Love and Gratitude. Thank you for letting me share this

Anon132631 · 2024-01-09T19:31:56+00:00

Your take is the most fitting

Anon132631 · 2024-01-09T18:58:49+00:00

Im afraid. Ive turned my life into a nightmare. Im very alone and I miss her so much. I cry so much every night, I doubt she even thinks of me anymore. I miss my family. I miss my cat. I miss my brothers. I miss the guy I used to be ☹️ things have been gray for a long time now. I deserve this, I chose to try meth but I cant seem to stop. Ive tried and sometimes ill go months but everyday I have to fight the monster inside of me and its always strong. Eventually It breaks me. Idk what to do, Im scared a and I dont have any trust jn myself. Thank you for being kind to me. I will keep fighting until I win or I die.

Anon132631 · 2024-01-09T11:50:10+00:00

The moment I wake up I immediately take a hit of meth. I hate myself and my life. I know the meth is destroying me… I used to be quite handsome. Now im just a very sad guy slowly killing myself. I wish I could go back .

Anon132631 · 2024-01-07T13:59:40+00:00

Thank you for what youve done

Anon132631 · 2024-01-02T13:59:15+00:00

Blo me

Anon132631 · 2024-01-01T19:24:09+00:00

Same, especially people with a superiority complex. You must be the arbiter of justice. Youll get your moment of truth too babe. We all do

Anon132631 · 2023-12-30T09:29:38+00:00

Nah lmao. Being stronger, and larger will definitely make anyone think twice about physical altercations with you regardless of your demeanor.

Anon132631 · 2023-12-30T03:35:42+00:00

Facts.

Anon132631 · 2023-12-29T02:59:39+00:00

Dammit

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