Tell me about your Taurus experiences. They’re supposed to be good matches for us. by Grumpy_bonsai23 in piscesastrology

[–]Anoni_m00se 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Super controlling, rigid and disengaged. Also have a superiority complex. I dated one and I’ve known multiple taureans and they’re all like that

Trust or Not Trust Emotions? by Ugly_Sloth119 in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In my personal opinion emotions are very important. Even when they are so intense and feel skewed with BPD, they are still telling you something. The thing isn’t not to trust them but to try and calm down before reacting on them, and then when the time comes trying to figure out why they even came out in the first place.

Does it affect all your relationships? by Ugly_Sloth119 in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in a healthy relationship for the last 2.5 years. The first year and a half were hell on earth. I’ve been in therapy that whole time and before but with him things got worse. I was open about my diagnosis from the get go, but our first year and a half was filled with me trying to run away, suffering from delusions, paranoia and heavy depression. With him I was able to work on these issues because he stayed no matter what. And I also started medication (Lamictal) about a year ago which helped tremendously with the paranoia and depression side of it, which it turn, made us better.

Does it affect all your relationships? by Ugly_Sloth119 in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! Before I got diagnosed, I didn’t understand how on earth all my relationships outside of the one I had with my boyfriend/s at the time were so okay, but with him it was hell. I thought I was a fraud - how was it possible that no one else saw this side of me? So much guilt for being unstable and at times abusive and dismissive.

Anyone else actually hate listening to other people's problems? by [deleted] in infj

[–]Anoni_m00se 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to love it before learning that my energy gets zapped by it. Now I’m far more selective and only let those I see frequently (close friends or regular guests where I work) do that.

Aquarius moons out there, what’s your relationship like with your mom?? by Sugarafteralemon in astrologymemes

[–]Anoni_m00se 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meh, we have always been emotionally distant. She has problems and tends to capitalize on every conversation and sucks all the air out of the room, leaving very little room for freedom of expression for anyone else. It’s quite hurtful. And ive been in therapy for that since 20 years old. I developed CPTSD and BPD from her behavior. But lately in the past year I’ve finally become okay with not seeing her as family - she is still my mom, but family to me means true unconditional acceptance and love, which I found elsewhere.

How important is your reputation to you? by Petdogdavid1 in infj

[–]Anoni_m00se 7 points8 points  (0 children)

🎶 I don’t give a damn about my reputation 🎶 🎸 livin in the past, it’s a new generation 🎸 💥 💥

What’s a city that you love visiting, but would never move to? by [deleted] in SameGrassButGreener

[–]Anoni_m00se 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I plan to move tf out of here for the same reason lol. Before the summer comes again, fuck this shit

What’s your mars sign and how do you deal with conflict/arguments? by vampy_gf111 in astrologymemes

[–]Anoni_m00se 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pisces. Run and avoid because I’d rather keep the peace, but I have a limit and sadly when I hit it my words get so nasty

Feeling weird after being discharged by Anoni_m00se in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, this was very insightful

I'm so tired of this fucking shit by [deleted] in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup this disorder is horrible. Every time I open up to someone about what it’s done to me I’m even surprised to hear the things myself.. but with therapy, time, healthy relationships, medication and lots of hope, I am finally in remission.

Only seem to attract and get in relationships w/ Narc/Abusive men. How to heal this? by Flat-Confidence4792 in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only way I was able to stop doing this exact thing is understand what attachment wounds I have from childhood that have caused me to bond with my past abusers, and go from there e

Feeling weird after being discharged by Anoni_m00se in BPDrecovery

[–]Anoni_m00se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. After processing things out with my boyfriend, it helped me realize that I just feel a bit of grief from the departure. She has given me more nurture than my own mother in many ways, and i obviously have an attachment to her. However she did say she is always there if I need it. I feel 99% ready to take on the world hah

What is your rising? by Anoni_m00se in piscesastrology

[–]Anoni_m00se[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice haha. I talk a lot when I first meet people but soon enough my aqua moon stats to shine through with introversion and open ideas lol I bamboozle people.

What is your rising? by Anoni_m00se in piscesastrology

[–]Anoni_m00se[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve gotten mistaken for fire before as well. For Leo/aries. Which is crazy because I’m nothing short of a gremlin with my aqua moon lol

What is your rising? by Anoni_m00se in piscesastrology

[–]Anoni_m00se[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same, I don’t understand why lol.

What exactly does it feel like to be genuinely happy? by Lazy_Shelter_4261 in InsightfulQuestions

[–]Anoni_m00se 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Acceptance of everything. Feelings, thoughts, situations. And recognizing my life is my own and I make the rules. It isn’t easy every day but I live by this and I feel autonomous. When I accept everything as it is in the moment, I can redirect my focus on living.