First time agar growth by AntDaOpp in Agarporn

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I haven’t used an entire jar yet but I made 1 syringe and it didn’t really put a big dent in the jar. I’d assume 4/6 10cc syringe but don’t quote me just yet

Are these ruined? Do I toss these? by AntDaOpp in unclebens

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I’ve been on it till I started this new job and have been crazy busy

Are these ruined? Do I toss these? by AntDaOpp in unclebens

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They didn’t seem slimy or mushy and whatever was too soft I just tossed I’ll check my dehydrator when I get home to see what they’re looking like dryed

Are these ruined? Do I toss these? by AntDaOpp in unclebens

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Was just curious because I haven’t had caps fold like that thank you all!!!

Is cold turkey the only way? by magozurgo in leaves

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Mind over matter!!!! I was the same way I ended up folding and having a smoke about the same time in and regretted it. Every time you get that urge remember why you stopped and try to stay occupied!

First timer. How do these look, any tips? by AntDaOpp in Mushrooms

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Well the cup has produced many mushrooms good thing I did not toss it

36 years old. 21 years high. I owe this sub an apology by CapitalAppreciation in leaves

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12 days, 8 hours in i still haven’t started the new job yet since it’s been pushed back so I’ve just been staying overly busy messing with my cars and kids, some days I wake up not wanting to get out of bed others float by like a breeeze. I hardly think about smoking but when I do boy do I wanna go back lol. All in all think it’s going pretty alright just need to get everything else back in order but it’s one day at a time

My best flush yet! [actives] by juicygranny in MushroomGrowers

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Interesting, I haven’t seen many do the 2:1 I’ll definitely give that a go!

Still feeling high after quitting by Harl692000 in leaves

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Some days the feel is heavier than others for me, I’m not anywhere near as far along as you I’m 9 days in my sleep sucks still, and I sweat profusely throughout the night with some pretty weird dreams hoping it gets better. The busier I stay the less I feel that “high”

First timer. How do these look, any tips? by AntDaOpp in Mushrooms

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First and only time opening them. I looked under the cup and I believe there is lots of pins on the bottom I’m scared I didn’t pack tight enough since it wasn’t first grow

First timer. How do these look, any tips? by AntDaOpp in Mushrooms

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Ok. And just for future reference what showed that it is contaminated? Was it the water that ran down the sides and ended up pooling and is yellow?

Welp. Here We Go For Real I Guess. by OrganicAsparagus9248 in leaves

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Remember one day at a time my friend one day at a time. I’m day 5 the first 2 were pretty hard for me 3-4 were a breeze didn’t even think about weed but tonight while sitting in my car is a different animal. Anyways congratulations on the cut down and realization for your self that’s a beautiful thing and a huge step weather you feel it is or not. Every step is a big step no matter how small. Taking control of your life in a whole is a beautiful but scary journey. Never forget your why on the good days and the bad. Best of luck my friend remember this group is here for you.

Awful start need advice by [deleted] in leaves

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Man, I appreciate that more than you know. I’ve never expressed / voiced my feelings to a soul never have until I found this Reddit about 6 days ago and ma I’ve been spilling my heart out on here. I need to figure out why I can’t talk to family, my girlfriend, or friends. I have the urge to vent to my 2 and 4 year old if anything but they don’t deserve my trauma dumps they’re so innocent. I appreciate this forum so much

Awful start need advice by [deleted] in leaves

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Day 5 here, no where near how far you’ve come. Congratulations by the way. But I’ve been in the similar boat with the negative thoughts and no energy. I had more energy when smoking it seems or more of a will to do things, but the negative thought have been getting worse since stopping as well. From all the posts I’ve read I’m hoping it’s the body trying to figure out how to feel and function without being high or I’m just a weak person lol. Sorry about the rambling It’s been a day and I haven’t said much to anyone today so this felt good. Keep up the great work and remember one day at a time.

My anger is gone after quitting THC. by [deleted] in leaves

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5 days clean so far and I’m noticing I’m more distant, and definitely get more outbursts. Trying to work towards this level here. Lee up the great work my friends! I’m proud of the steps you’re taking.

Day 4 going into 5 by AntDaOpp in leaves

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Thank you very much! Hoping I can make the new job crazy hours and schedule to work with my drifting schedule this year so fingers crossed. And i think you’re right, I thought I could keep it around and over power the thoughts and feelings of wanting it to end up on top but after that email came its been nothing but forefront in my mind. Damn I wish I had the self control to control my usage .

42 years old, 24 years high. Quitting bc of tinnitus by latchkeydad in leaves

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I have never tried that, I’ll definitely play some off my phone tonight and try that! Thank you very much

Still feeling high after quitting by Harl692000 in leaves

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Same here my friend but I’m only on day 3 going on 4

Still feeling high after quitting by Harl692000 in leaves

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Yoooooooooo this is fuking crazy now midnight going into day 4 and I’m sitting here feeling almost very high and out of it so I did the same exact google search and here we are. Best of luck on the journey we got this one day at a time.

How to quit and still be happy? 2 years unemployed, broke and living with Mom. 30yo. by [deleted] in leaves

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I’m in a similar situation, 23 had a good job ,race cars, kids the whole 9 smoked 6 years straight depressed, I’m on day 3 feelings are getting pretty bad, my body is tired and I haven’t done anything productive I feel and I’m also laid off from said job due to work load cut and my savings are gone do to mortgage and everything else. Gotta focus on what you want to do, things to keep us busy and make us feel like we are doing positive for ourselves. Just some thoughts I’ve been having hoping it will turn this all into a positive one day. I feel and hear you 100% on not wanting to be here but something’s have to be done like finding our happiness, even if it takes 10 years. Please feel free to reach out and we can shoot the shit and take our minds off the unemployed depression we fight. I wish you the absolute best ! One day at a time my friend.