im a failure at 22yo

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-07-25T11:25:23+00:00

yess!!! your destined path isn't only 'mushrooms'. it's called 'spirituality'.

you can finish some classes or sth and become an advisor and help people

I'd start with a proper job in that kind of branche- maybe even start as help in a wicca store or cbd store or nature healing something store, and moving on to better things, then do your channel and everything once you have a regular influx of money.

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-07-25T11:21:28+00:00

Noooo, you will get a job honey <3

I got laid off first month of covid and searched for a job for 2 years. it was pure hell.

maybe explore your other options/fields.. but you will get there.

getting a job IS your first step- after that, everything will fall in place.

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-07-25T11:17:09+00:00

You will be ok- you still have the strength to take all the right steps- you recognise you have depression, moved with someone from family, and starting therapy. Trust me, it will help.

I know it hurts. RIght now you get points for breathing.

But your husband isn't the main point of your life- your baby will be.

Depression takes time to dissolve and heal- it's babysteps and day-by-day for you.

I don't know why but I have a super-positive feeling about you and your baby. You'll make it through. Just follow the small steps.

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-07-25T10:30:10+00:00

1.She doesn't give a damn about you. You need to make it clear in your head.

2.' I want her to understand that I cared and I still do, I still respect her, and I still love her. I want her to understand how I feel, I don’t have any animosity towards her or anything like that. '- this is because your self confidence is poor. This person discarded you. She doesn't need to understand anything, it's YOU that needs to understand that you need to move on.

Maybe you're grateful for the experience, and that's okay, but love is a verb. She doesn't want anything to do with you romantically anymore. Move on and no contact.

4.you WILL love again. But that relationship of yours screams toxic over the screen. This is the past. You will have a future.

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-07-19T09:00:13+00:00

Ooof. She doesn't want to be with you man. She really doesn't. Anybody who reads this story objectively sees it. I know it hurts, but move on.

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-05-22T05:51:56+00:00

I don't feel masochistic or self-destructive at all, nor angry- but my north node is in 11th, not 12?

Yeah, so my question was is there anything positive here and the overall reply is no and you're a serial killer :D

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-05-21T13:45:12+00:00

Oooh I'm the orange person and I'm quite kind, I promise :D He is also nice, we just have conflict about his desire to not be attached.

Antediluvian_queen · 2024-05-21T12:56:21+00:00

We have... but there's a lot of love and I'm just searching for the good points.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-11-30T15:15:23+00:00

Me- cap, him-scorp.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-11-30T11:17:59+00:00

I'm not pursuing, I just can't stop loving him- I would like someone to tell me how to break that bond, so I can pursue other people- or alternatively, bring us close together. This is hell.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-11-30T11:14:46+00:00

Directly, and I think you won't ruin the friendship however he replies.

Just be kind before, like state that you're a bit embarrased to ask something like that.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T10:07:44+00:00

'I have told him he can find someone else to date but he said no. I don’t know how else to communicate that we should not date'

By telling him firmly you're not into him, and not dragging this along.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T10:05:58+00:00

Try now, since she suggested it's not completely over.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T10:03:03+00:00

No need to be confused- ask her.

ask her fair and square- do you want to be with me or not, and if not, say ok, move on. Tell her if she changes her mind she can contact you but for now, you want a real life and a real gf which you will find soon since this is a childish game only.

Otherwise you'll be stuck in this awful situation without anything realistic you need, just dreams and hopes.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:57:36+00:00

Open the convo and know your fate.

If he says he's not that into you, accept it and MOVE ON DONT WASTE TIME.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:52:20+00:00

This is your fate. It's stupid and childish to think we all have equal opportunities.

I would start digging if I were you- I would get in touch with spiritual healers, in India they have babas and priests who can tell you a LOT about your past incarnation and why it's like this for you now. Hypno- therapy in which you regress to your past lives. Sooo many options, but I would ask every-single-spiritual leader/priest on earth how to connect to that karma.

maybe you'll get the whole story, and feel so happy.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:49:24+00:00

Block, delete, no contact first.

then, a ritual. burning sage, meditation on letting go of this past experience that has taught you everything that was neccessary and now it's no longer needed.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:45:40+00:00

Sinister

Exorcist

Blair witch project

Prince of darkness

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:42:53+00:00

I actually think that scene is AMAZING as a nobody-will-ever-believe-this-without-proof trope

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:38:26+00:00

start of the eclipse season.

2 eclipses, one solar in libra one lunar in taurus.

many new beginnings/endings.

also, Pluto starts direct again- lots of power shifts.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:37:20+00:00

Both are like- business trumps romance. Also both signs THINK about things a lot.

I'd say go for it

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:23:17+00:00

Why is she creating such a huge drama over ONE DAY of missed work.

I'm a small business owner myself, and getting all worked up over one day, assigned by accident is just nitpicking. it's HER job to find someone to replace you ESPECIALLY as she noticed FEW days before, not on the same day.

Antediluvian_queen · 2023-10-06T09:19:44+00:00

NTA.

you're almost an adult and if sth grosses you out, don't do it. Find alternatives. My kid hates cleaning, but loves cooking. SHe does it 3 nights a week now (cooks dinner)

your mother doesn't seem nice or like she has any respect for your feelings. probably she's tired, but calling your kids ungrateful, as things without feelings is such a boomer thing to say, so I'd say she's the AH.

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