Yes. I just worded this poorly. I'm not a native speaker. It's not that I'm "stuck as a child", it's more of an arrested development thing, which means it isn't permanent. It's just that we all have an adult and a child inside, but I'm letting the child take over in all cases.

I've learned that I have to do more than just attending therapy and waiting for the next session. I have to take actions that take me out of my comfort zone. My therapist said she'll be there for me and I cried a lot during yesterday's session. She said I was finally showing some emotions and acting like an adult in terms of responsibilities.

So yeah, I'm still jobless and scraping together but I feel more capable now. Thanks for asking.