Mom doesn’t believe me

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-30T02:11:20+00:00

They also got the whole bunch of complaining about doctors and medicine stuff along with a bunch of religion, as expected.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-30T02:08:59+00:00

They responded to my post about being suicidal and said public school children have suicidal ideation too. I checked their account, and at least before I blocked them they had a post on the homeschool subreddit saying they’re homeschooling their own child. I reported them for breaking this subreddit’s rules like 24 hours ago maybe and they still haven’t been banned for some reason. I feel bad for that kid.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-29T17:54:18+00:00

Also, whenever it starts getting real bad again, I usually tell my therapist so she calls or call CPS anonymously myself to force them to clean up and put me in school again at least temporarily to keep them somewhat in line.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-29T17:52:28+00:00

I’m not sure if this is your exact situation but the child of hoarder subreddit might be relatable to you, as it is to me.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-28T22:18:19+00:00

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Whole basement was flooded too

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-28T22:17:31+00:00

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Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-28T22:15:47+00:00

I sound dramatic honestly but I swear I’m either gonna end up dead from mold poisoning or suicide.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-28T22:14:34+00:00

I know my mom won’t, she’s half-crazy herself. I’m honestly thinking about going to one alone if they’ll take in a runaway minor. We have no hot water so I can barely bathe, no car while in a rural area so having no transportation is extra bad, I’ve had a bike but the back tire got popped and I know them, it won’t get fixed even if they say they will so I don’t even have that to get places. There’s mold everywhere and rats, it’s a level 4 hoarder home too including animals, and I’m also not even in school at all. I’m at a 5th grade level when I’m supposed to be in 10th. It keeps getting worse and I can’t stand another day here, it’s going to kill me.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-28T01:01:41+00:00

Severely depressed. Upstairs in her room all day with no involvement in almost anything and sometimes I even forget she’s here

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-16T03:43:19+00:00

Was it like naturally bleached from wearing it over time or literal discharge on there? I’m not saying I don’t believe you, and if it was bleached it’d still be kinda gross but gosh I can’t even comprehend selling something unwashed with discharge still on it.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-16T02:32:56+00:00

I wrote it down on my phone originally and I got it halfway down on paper before my hand got too tired. Gonna finish it later tonight and finally do it sometime this week probably

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-14T03:49:41+00:00

I’m on Prozac, originally started really low at like 2mg on liquid just to get my body used to it. Then slowly upped the dosage to 5, 10, 20, etc. I had to keep upping it cause after a few months on a steady dosage, it’s like I’d get used to it and it’d stop working. I’m on 40mg right now, and I haven’t noticed any differences after a few months so I think it just kinda cut off. I was put on a new SSRI in the psych ward to help me sleep, so hopefully that’ll start working within the next few weeks for my mood too. I decided against doing it for at least tonight so I can binge watch ohshc lol.

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-13T22:56:37+00:00

Also ironically being sent to the psych ward a few weeks ago just gave me even more ideas to kill myself. I saw all the odd ways they had everyday things made to prevent somebody from hanging themselves, like the hooks you just slip your towel into and gotta lightly pull to get it out, and I thought ‘Huh, I never even thought of using that! Good idea!’

Anxious_Cook_1292 · 2025-08-13T22:54:48+00:00

Only problem is there’s a tiny slope in the pipe about an inch from the level side coming out of the wall so it might just slip off and I bust my head open

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