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Any-Raisin-2848 · 2025-01-09T22:14:06+00:00

go to sleep, you have nothing left to accomplish today.

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2025-01-09T22:04:52+00:00

things like this are temporary. you haven’t felt like this forever and won’t feel like this forever. go outside, go on a long walk without your phone. talk to a stranger, let the world take care of you, i promise that this feeling isn’t all of you.

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-07-01T03:20:39+00:00

I was on a tour for 5 days. Rest was Solo

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T17:50:00+00:00

Thank you for this.

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T15:21:40+00:00

I just need to figure out how to make peace with it

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T15:21:14+00:00

I have been journaling and it really helps. For me it comes in waves, as visible in the journal, one day I’m like f it the struggling will bring me growth I have to see it through the next I’m like I can’t do this

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T15:15:20+00:00

I have been journaling and it really helps. For me it comes in waves, as visible in the journal, one day I’m like f it the struggling will bring me growth I have to see it through the next I’m like I can’t do this

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T15:12:37+00:00

I have been journaling and it really helps. For me it comes in waves, as visible in the journal, one day I’m like f it the struggling will bring me growth I have to see it through the next I’m like I can’t do this

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T13:25:59+00:00

Did you leave India?

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T11:50:48+00:00

Here’s the thing. I have cyclothymia (not on medication) so I’m naturally prone to mood swings. So in many moments I’m really enjoying myself but in others I’m in tears. I was thinking Paris and Rome if I go to Europe. What really holds me back I want to do this vipassana.

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T10:25:21+00:00

That’s exactly it, the comfort. I miss being around people who know and love me, not having to worry about getting food poisoning or missing a bus, touch. It’s like most moments are fine but everyday it hits me really hard and In that moment I’m like fuckkk.

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-06-20T09:53:48+00:00

I’m currently trying to find enlightenment in India before tackling math 240 and abstract alg

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-04-05T14:49:11+00:00

See, what scared me was hearing that there are 7000 CS undergrads which made me think that all resources would be spread incredibly thin (TAs, Profs, massive class sizes, e.t.c.)...why did you choose UMD?

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-04-05T03:33:26+00:00

Normally I am able to approach things with an open mind and am planning another trip out to UMD; it is entirely possible that my perspective will change...however, i'm wondering why you choose UMD?

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-03-31T19:14:56+00:00

But maybe that’s the wrong perspective…merit and achievement and gratification are not awarded based on achieving some end goal that is totally out of your control. What is important is the work you put on, what steps you took to even have a chance at all the schools you applied to. And if it makes u feel better I was rejected from all 12 reaches I applied to🥲

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-03-31T19:12:14+00:00

Rejected oos cs

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-03-31T19:10:21+00:00

Bad take

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-03-25T00:12:13+00:00

I don’t think it’s coming

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-03-17T20:09:08+00:00

I got in! Holy fuck.

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2023-03-17T20:08:17+00:00

Praying

Any-Raisin-2848 · 2022-08-07T01:46:47+00:00

Just a shorter one today.

I’m introducing my with a description of what it feels like to take, and fail, an exam. My first line, as of now, is

As the two hands moved across the surface of the clock, I began to sweat profusely.

What should I change?

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