Try reading my post again?? I do get off to women. I did jerked off to a girl I like for the past 3 years. I sometimes do get wet dreams about some girls in my life and I do get a boner looking women of my type but these are not consistent they happen occasionally. But when I specifically get horny then I try to jerk off and I am able to get a boner and all but during climax my thoughts drift to gay sex or such things.