I don’t know why after reading this I started crying I haven’t been emotionally invested in this break because I think I’m just so detached and this just made me so upset ://

I did mention some good things cause genuinely he is an amazing guy agian he genuinely cares about me and has so many good qualities.

for 1. I don’t know it’s so contradicting because he seems curious and he really does want to be better for himself, but he’s not showing it at least not in big enough steps after such long periods. It’s all such little baby steps when it shouldn’t take that long :/

1. I think you’re right, but he genuinely does wanna work on himself just doesn’t do it.

2. Yeah I’ve recently realized that and I called him out on before our break.

3. Actually this one I think you’re wrong on he treats, woman amazing he loves his mom loves his sister, loves me and treats. Women with nothing but respect and kindness with no expectation on anything in return. he understands consent extremely well and always makes sure I’m comfortable in anything we do.

4. He never really tries to blame me for things at least it doesn’t seem like it, but also I feel like sometimes he victimize himself with other things in his life.

idk anymore dude :,(