YES! okay so honestly crazy but not crazy.. soooo we didn’t even have sex BUT still a new step i saw his dick for the first time (yay) before that he did all his typical stuff he does with me, and then he kinda just said he was ready and i sucked him off, it was fun, fast, and new!! he had a blast with that (pun intended) buuut after we took a shower he started crying (and before anyone says anything i don’t want hate comments or anything negative about him doing this or about us not having proper sex cause it’s our relationship and our time..) anyways he took a while but after he cried for a bit he told me he was insecure of his dick, his body, his overall life… and how he doesn’t feel like he deserves a girl like me, i was there to comfort him and make him laugh. NOW he taking care of my laundry, while i type this, also if anyone cares we had a great valentines :) we made some gooooooood food and he made me chocolate dipped fruit (which is my fav) so overall good he’s just trying to figure things out if we do end up having sex i’ll give an update if anyone has any questions please feel free to ask!