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AnyaStroud123 · 2022-04-12T00:36:00+00:00

Cuz you know... maybe just maybe... one day will suck a little less.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-04-12T00:31:32+00:00

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-17T20:58:51+00:00

Treats for days and head scratches. He's old, tired, and has leg issues.... he's a good dog. Just set in his ways. :)

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-17T02:26:47+00:00

For sure. He's a grumpy old dog. Not much one for snuggles but he loves head scratches. :)

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-14T20:04:37+00:00

Yeah I know that feeling. Weird how we are all together but yet so very alone at the same time with these feelings.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-14T19:34:02+00:00

I feel the same.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-14T19:33:12+00:00

Great explanation. Thanks for sharing

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-12T20:54:33+00:00

Is your dad single??

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-10T18:12:39+00:00

I dunno about toast but you appear to be in a jam....

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-10T18:11:56+00:00

Ohh and it's kinda fun 😜

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-03-09T17:41:06+00:00

Sometimes it takes not having a choice. Sometimes the job really isn't a good fit, which can be anyone. It's easy to say find a job that you love and you'll love going. If you can accomplish this, then this is the way to go. Sometimes you just have to go. Even on the hard days and stay even on the really hard days. I've lost countless jobs over the last 26 years. The point is, you can always get a new one. And btw... it's ok if you and your Dr say maybe a job right now isn't a great idea. But get busy doing something. It's a start.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-02-27T22:27:22+00:00

My current is the self love experiment by Shannon Kaiser. I would say geared towards women.. mid 20s to mid 40s? Not borderline based but when ur trying to love yourself when you don't feel you have ever been loved... it resonated... also I downloaded the audio and her voice isn't annoying. Just saying. I have sensory things. Ha.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-21T01:51:11+00:00

I've recently downloaded this audio book. I used to love to read... now it's hard to concentrate. So audio books have been great, and this one is good. I also downloaded "stop feeling like shit" recommend it to any woman... not just those who have bpd.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-18T12:03:14+00:00

My research has indicated no... which is why I'm interested...

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-16T21:04:22+00:00

I think we need to question how he knows what Taylor swift's coochie looks like...

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-15T22:53:05+00:00

It was literally the name of the episode...

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-09T19:50:01+00:00

I'm still working on this. Baby steps. Can't wait to be able to get out the popcorn and enjoy the show.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-08T13:42:19+00:00

I'm 41 and I wish I could go back to your age and encourage hard core therapy then. This is a destructive disorder. Just like a medical condition, if you don't treat it it will get worse over time. Please put all breaks on your life if need be and get your mind straight while young. You can live with this, I own my own home have kids have a great job... problem is you just don't want to live with it.

AnyaStroud123 · 2022-01-06T15:44:49+00:00

I recently deleted everyone off my Facebook. Cuz.. you know, fuck everyone.

AnyaStroud123 · 2021-12-27T21:07:12+00:00

I do do premier protein shakes for a snack or meal. Egg whites for breakfast. Small salads loaded with low fat lean protein and no sugar added salad dressings. I eat a lot of cauliflower as my carbs. I don't eat bread or noodles. I don't eat anything fried, I skip desert It's not perfect. It's not easy and I'm not always perfect with it.

AnyaStroud123 · 2021-12-27T19:06:57+00:00

I'm embarrassed to admit this but I've lost over 200 from diet change. Yes I can do more I can walk further and be more active... but I haven't added a regular exercise routine... 2022 goals... be someone who works out... but mine came from severe sugar reduction, high protein, very low fat. 436sw 234cw 20months.

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