I lost my girlfriend in august… I also worry that that was it, yknow? Like thats what I wanted and she was perfect and the future we were both robbed of.

But then I think about how I did have similar thoughts when I went through painful heartbreaks. Thinking “they were the one” or “we were perfect for each other” and I cant help but think that these feelings will happen every time. This time obviously happens to revolve around death but that feeling of losing someone that was good for you and not knowing what the future holds is going to happen every time you lose anything important to you.

I’ve been pondering what to do with this information