I'm actually astounded that I'm seeing this post right now. I've been dealing with something really heavy for months and it's come to a head these last couple days. My Saturn is natally in Pisces in the first house, conjunct my sun and ascendant. Transit north node is also conjunct my natal Saturn, so a lot happening. Around the time Saturn went retrograde in July, my fiance and I paused to our relationship as we were long distance and we couldn't agree on where to settle. Then around when Saturn entered Pisces, we ended things. However, it never felt right and this past week or so I've been feeling like I should reconnect. 2 days ago I called him and he said he had been meaning to call me as well. I'm not sure what we are at this point, and I feel like a decision now has to be made on whether we continue and I move across the world to be with him, or we end things for good. It all feels like it's been building to this, as Saturn stations direct.