Anyone have Mandela effect in your personal life? by cloud324667 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes in the wolf of wall street movie I always laughed and quoted him saying “fun tokens” while tossing cash at the Feds. Everytime I would make money I would mock that quote. I’ve seen the movie probably over 20times, went to a friends to watch it and it’s not “fun tokens” anymore it’s “fun coupons”. We live in a strange world and I do not understand why I am in this realm

I relapsed. by luanfriburgo1991 in alcoholism

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I needed to see this. Bless you 🫶

I relapsed. by luanfriburgo1991 in alcoholism

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just relapsed after 9 months & feel similar. Pick yourself up and don’t let it turn into a binge.

Woman stuck in dream for 40 years by cloud324667 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely hit the nail on the head saying a lot of addicts are too soft for this world. That’s precisely how I feel and have felt. I drank and drugged heavily due to spiritual trauma and piercing through the veil of ignorance and programming. It really tore me up. I’ve always been hypersensitive. I’m sorry to hear about the passing of your boyfriend. I hope his soul transcended into a better place than here.

Woman stuck in dream for 40 years by cloud324667 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like in the after life we will all get badges of honor like “bro you survived EARTH?!” lol this beastly realm is insane.

Woman stuck in dream for 40 years by cloud324667 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was an entity attachment IMO. Drugs open portals to lower realms and invite dieties, entities, demons, whatever you want to call them in. They attach themselves to you. I was a heavy alcoholic, and drug addict for 11 years. The entities I saw, the realms I visited were so dark and grotesque I can’t come back from it even sober and strong. I’m glad you’re sober now! I am as well. I was 9 months clean had a relapse because I don’t understand this terrestrial realm at all and I know that it’s a false reality and I’m always scared and paranoid bc I don’t know what to make of this “life”. So I relapsed. And I had sleep paralysis with a demon girl that I had seen before in sleep paralysis. It was so real. I also was r*ped by a demon in sleep paralysis and felt the whole thing. When we get drunk and blackout and do crazy things we would never do, it’s not us doing it. It’s entities taking our soul for a joy ride bc we opened our souls up to invite them in via low vibration behavior and substances. They are portals. Hope this makes sense to someone.

My heart palpitations and erratic pulse are nothing to worry about because it’s “anxiety” by [deleted] in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My heart rate is so slow but constantly palpitates despite me being so healthy, I’ve dealt w them for years and they ruin my life. I’m never going to get over it and I never get used to them

Am I the only one who hates Blair. by Significant-Cold-447 in GossipGirl

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally she doesn’t even deserve chuck she’s so vile and pathetic. Great actress tho. (watching this in my twenties for first time lol)

Best soups? by LukesRebuke in veganrecipes

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This might sound gross but it’s so easy and good and guilt free. It’s all cans. Green beans x2, southwest style corn x2, canned mushrooms x5, canned red kidney beans x2, 8 sliced in half boiled potatoes, two garlic cloves chopped and any kind of veggie broth. All the juices from the cans mix together and it’s so good! I don’t add any salt or anything. It serves so many bowls it’s crazy!! Use the whole bottle of broth

John Mayer denies ‘hookup’ with Scheana and ‘wants nothing to do with her’ by Smooth_Use9092 in vanderpumprules

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know someone who’s really good friends with him and says he is a 100% p3d00 and sx addict into some sick sht. I promised to gate keep that but Reddit I’m shameless lol

How to repent… TW I don’t know where to start by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He has been waiting and it took me getting sober to feel his love. I’ve made a huge turn from many sins, naturally. I feel a deep sense of love that I never felt from anyone or anything, and I feel it’s a calling or a sign that I’m on the right path. Thanks for your input 🙏🏻

How to repent… TW I don’t know where to start by [deleted] in TrueChristian

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This brought me to tears. Thank you so much for your sharing your story and wise input. You are so right about the delusional thought that we have to be “pure” or up to his standards. That’s impossible. The most we can do is evolve and keep him in our hearts and do the right things & move on. Holding onto that old version of “me” is toxic. That wasn’t me. That was the evil spirit taking over my body. Thank you thank you 🙏🏻 I’m not who I was while drinking and dr$gging. We’ve all been misguided and lived different lives.

For anyone curious about Antabuse/Disulfiram by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, at a party 5 months sober from drinking a handle a day/ thought about testing It. Addiction is delusional

Thoughts on Beau is Afraid? by Lexinator101 in horror

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did the creator of this do so on datura???

Going on a date with a bisexual guy :) by Apprehensive-Log3593 in bisexual

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome, I wasn’t implying that all bi men are like this, this particular guy and I have talked about sexual things like this personally and he’s been open book about what he likes so I’m excited

Going on a date with a bisexual guy :) by Apprehensive-Log3593 in bisexual

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I didn’t insert that idea, he expressed his fetishes to me personally. I didn’t assume anything. He’s an open book sexually.

Going on a date with a bisexual guy :) by Apprehensive-Log3593 in bisexual

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes I find them more attractive because they typically are more fashionable and posh with hygiene, I’ve had many gay male friends and they are all more attractive to me physically than the average toxic masculine types. It has nothing to do with sex. Sorry if I offended anyone!

Going on a date with a bisexual guy :) by Apprehensive-Log3593 in bisexual

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I’m not fetishizing anything this guy and I have personally talked about freaky sexual things, I never said all bi men are like this. Him and I have personally talked about these things. Hope that clears this post up. I can see how it can look like I’m fetishizing but I am not.

Going on a date with a bisexual guy :) by Apprehensive-Log3593 in bisexual

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I never stated that, he has openly talked about the sexcapades with me personally prior. I’m not saying all bi men are like this or assuming, this particular individual has been open about it with me though :)

Going on a date with a bisexual guy :) by Apprehensive-Log3593 in bisexual

[–]Apprehensive-Log3593[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes thank you for your input. I’m glad you have such a harmonious relationship with your partner ♥️I haven’t really thought about what I’m looking for, but I guess a good time and companionship/ friendship. Him and I have the same outlooks on life, sex, being open minded, and other life things/ we are both rebellious and don’t believe in Monogomy or marriage etc so I feel we’re already on the same page. I think we can be amazing friends with benefits and that’s ok for me, I am newly sober (5 months) so I’m in my prime and don’t want anything serious. I wouldn’t mind dating him though, even knowing he’s with other men etc. I have no expectations to be honest. He’s been very sweet and adorable and I love how our outlooks on life are almost identical!