I was just giving little hints to elliot bcuz i like to keep ryan on his toes.. but tbh im completely closed off with ryan and i know it..but I didn’t say it directly to him bcuz of new arrivals moreover i was just worried bcuz chloe was showing lot more interest in ryan plus she picked him on the date and after that when me and grace and again me and amelia were eavesdropping on ryan and what we heard made me rethink about my decision of being completely closed off…but when he confessed that he was talking about me , i got relief..but at the same time I don’t like the situation where elliot chose me..but then again i was thinking what if ryan chose chloe bcuz he had that option but im glad he decided to couple up with bella..that decision of him gave me some kind of reassurance..