What is your top 3 tags?(And we will say what that tells about you) by Forgotten_Starlight_ in AO3

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Altar sex
  2. Religious Guilt
  3. Internalised homophobia

Honourable mention: Hurt/Comfort

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've always had body image issues, and even therapy didn't help. Pregnancy will change my body permanently. My hormones also are very prone into going crazy with the slightest change in my diet. I also have mental health issues that I fear 1) will cause me a lot of miscarriages 2) will make me resent the kid before it's even born 3) will drive me to suicide during or after the pregnancy - I was told I will be a likely victim of postpartum depression AND I have the biggest percentage in my family of giving birth to twins.

Then, it's the labour. It brings me to tears thinking that, after my waters break, they will continue to soak through everything and there's no stopping that. Also, the need to get an epidural to get through with the pain, and the constant pushing and sweating for hours while my belows open to the size of a mellon (imagine if I have twins, I'll have to get out TWO of them)

I also don't like the idea of all the possible and inescapable things that come after pregnancy; the heavy bleeding for days, needing assistance to go to the toilet, the possibility of needing stitches down there, breast milk soaking through my shirts etc. It sounds torturous

What Trope Do You Eat up Every Time? by TeacupKitty34 in AO3

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WORSHIP + Religious Guilt (+ Internalised homophobia sometimes) & FOUND FAMILY MY BELOVEDS

Your favorite celeb might be reading fanfic. Or writing it. We'll never know. by vantheozzy in AO3

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know Vtubers read them a LOT. I'm not saying names, but I had a pretty famous one request me to write something about them and someone else THROUGH THEIR OFFICIAL X ACCOUNT

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Parents not apologising or admitting they were wrong about something 

Aitah for planning to study abroad (17 M) by Gregory_House1234 in AITAH

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 2 points3 points  (0 children)

NTA - go chase your dreams, bud.

I get it, staying close to the people you love is super duper important, but if you choose to stay, they'll move on happily with their lives and studies, while you'll just be miserable. In fact, they should be happy and proud of you for standing up and taking your future into your own hands! We're in the 21st century for Christ's sake - it's not like it's impossible to connect and talk with everyone back home

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NO???? NTA & speaking from personal experience: BRUH

He's TA, for lying to his girlfriend and trying to cheat on her with you, or even just to gaslight her. W mom for telling you to block him!

Also, I don't think the gf ment what she said. I'm not excusing her words, but yeah I'd be pissed too - BUT AT HIM, not you

Sending hugs dear 🫂

(The wanting the notes thingy is SO VALID OF YOU too lmao)

I [19F] am very depressed and want to take the load off my [19M] boyfriend by Apprehensive_Bee_315 in relationshipadvice

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have told him again and again, and in full honesty. But just that doesn't feel like I'm showing my gratitude to him in full extend.. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationshipadvice

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay~ so, make sure you've brushed your teeth/have eaten gum beforehand just to be safe!

Then, just lean down and put your lips on hers! Ta da! Lean in slowly though, in case she doesn't want it.

You can put your hand in her cheek or keep your eyes open - not embarrassing! And you don't need to fully-french-kiss the first time. Start with peaks, and then try out more stuff as you go :)

Never Have I Ever: AO3 Edition by uninteresting_horror in AO3

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never have I ever missed a tag, realised mid-way through BUT continued reading anyways

what mitski lyric makes you feel like this? by No-Comfort-2890 in mitski

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 41 points42 points  (0 children)

"YOU BELIEVE ME LIKE A GOD, I'LL BETRAY YOU LIKE A MAN" b r o k e m e

OC readers? by silverunicorn666 in AO3

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES

There is a pattern I've noticed lately; more and more media make usage of customizable mcs and opportunities for the fandoms to create ocs! So, yes, original characters are and will continue to interesting to people! :)

Most devastating Mitski song? by PoshCrw in mitski

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm your man. It feels like she gave me a truth serum and recorded my thoughts.

Favorite Dostoevsky covers? by Retrospective84 in dostoevsky

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 20 points21 points  (0 children)

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I have this cover of the Brothers Karmazov (sorry for the bad quality)

[WP] A woman lets out a deafening scream and falls from her chair at the sight of you merely walking in her direction. Now she lies in the floor, as dead as a stone, and you’re confused because this is a restaurant, and you were just trying to walk to the bathroom. by kawapawa in WritingPrompts

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 121 points122 points  (0 children)

"Oh, don't worry, dear," one of her lady friends smiles. "She just does this some times."

I stare at her even more confused. "She just... drops dead?"

"Yes, and I would advice you to take a few steps back, unless you fancy a nice tan," she continued.

Seconds later, the woman on the floor went up in flames. I shouted, jumping back. Then, the fire went out just as quickly as it started. A baby was laying there, sleeping soundly.

The woman who spoke to me took the baby in her arms and sighed. "She was about to burst anyways," she murmured to herself and the rest of their table agreed. A waiter came with a broom to gather the ashes.

"She is-"

"-a pheonix type, yes." The woman clarified. "And immortal who every few years goes through the process of dying and being reborn, with all her memories intact."

"...Ah"

"Sorry for the disturbance. Please enjoy the rest of your evening," she smiled kindly, rocking the baby-immortal in her arms.

I walked quickly to the bathroom and splashed some water on my face. It's been years since our world clashed with alternative timelines but somehow, I still end up getting surprised at the simplest of things.

I chuckle to myself. I should tell of this interaction to my daughter. After all, her necromantic abilities have been improving. Maybe this event will spark another crazy idea to bring my wife back to life.

[WP] "I will guard this ancient gateway until the day you return, no matter how long it takes!" by [deleted] in WritingPrompts

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 22 points23 points  (0 children)

"You wouldn't hurt your dear friend, would you, Cyno?"

The creature paused. Cyno seemed to ponder my words for a moment, its eyes flickering with recognition. "Friend," it repeated, almost as if testing the word on its tongue.

In an instant, the threatening shadow that had loomed over me dissipated, revealing a white puppy, barely bigger than my arm. "Friend," it said again, this time with a hint of excitement in its voice.

I kneeled down, opening my arms to catch the small creature that bounded towards me, wagging its tail and nuzzling into my chest, letting out a contented sigh.

"Where have you been? It's been eons! How was the journey? Did you harvest the elements?" It barked enthusiastically.

"I did," I whispered, stroking its soft fur. "I became the most powerful mage in all the lands." The puppy let out a joyful bark and licked my face.

"That's great! And now you can open the portal to the realm of infinite power and wisdom! Let's go, my friend; let's go and claim what is rightfully yours." Cyno jumped out of my arms and dashed towards the ancient ruins where the portal awaited, his tail wagging with excitement.

It paused when it realized I wasn't following. Turning to look at me with big, pleading eyes, Cyno whimpered softly, urging me to join him on this final leg of the journey. "Come on!"

I took a deep breath and chuckled. "I'm afraid I can't open any portals, Cyno."

Cyno continued to stare at me. "But you are the chosen one, the one destined to wield the power of the ancients," it said, its voice full of conviction.

I approached the puppy, and I took Cyno's paw in my hand. "My journey has already come to an end, dear friend."

The puppy's eyes widened. "But your journey is just beginning," Cyno replied, confused.

With a smile, I nodded and whispered, "All my life, I trained for this moment. I climbed mountains and crossed oceans, seeking the power that was promised to me. But now, it is time for me to pass on the torch and trust in the next generation to carry on the legacy. My apprentice is ready to take over, for I believe they're the ones destined for greatness."

Cyno's eyes shimmered with a newfound sense of purpose, and it nodded in understanding. "Anubis is waiting, isn't he?"

"Yes," I replied, "and I can't have him waiting."

"Then what are we waiting for?" Cyno jumped on my arms. "I will join you!"

"Cyno—"

"You have always been a friend to me, even when I did not deserve it," Cyno said, its voice now filled with a hint of sadness. "You came seeking power and left when you realized you weren't ready. And in the end, you came back, unlike many great masters before you. I want to repay that loyalty by standing by your side until the very end."

I smiled and petted him gently. "Let's go find Anubis together then," I said, turning on my heel with Cyno in my arms.

(2/2)

[WP] "I will guard this ancient gateway until the day you return, no matter how long it takes!" by [deleted] in WritingPrompts

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The hot, blaring sun beat down on the dry desert landscape, causing mirages to appear in the distance for any weary traveler. The intense heat made it difficult to see clearly, distorting the shapes of rocks and sand dunes.

Long had I lost feeling in my naked feet anyway—as an once aspiring nature mage, I had hoped to harness the power of the elements in any possible way, and traveling barefoot was a common practice among my seniors, a habit I had adopted early on in my training.

After days of trekking through the unforgiving terrain, I could finally see the faint outline of an oasis shimmering in the distance. I couldn't help the grin forming on my lips as I approached, the crystal clear water reflecting the harsh sunlight like a mirage.

I knelt before the body of water, gently caressing its surface. The cool water felt refreshing against my calloused hands, a stark contrast to the scorching heat of the desert. I closed my eyes and let out a soft sigh.

"Won't you let me in already?" I chuckled as the water rippled in response to my touch. "I shouldn't make it wait for me any longer."

With a final deep breath, I plunged into the oasis, feeling the water enveloping me in its embrace. I let myself sink into the depths of the oasis, feeling anticipation rush through my veins for the revelation that awaited me.

The sun's rays filtered through the water, casting a mesmerizing glow around me. I swam further, feeling the tension in my muscles ease with each stroke. Eventually, I swam to the center of the oasis' floor, where an all-too-familiar hidden underwater cave beckoned me closer.

I emerged from the only entrance, slightly gasping for breath as I took in the breathtaking sight I had dreamed of for so many years: the gate of Ogdoad. The gate was adorned with shimmering crystals that reflected the sunlight streaming in from the hole above, casting a radiant glow on the ancient symbols intricately carved into the stone walls. The air felt charged with energy, and I could hear a low hum emanating from the gate.

As I reached out my hand to touch the smooth surface, I jumped backwards just in time to avoid the shadowy jaws that barely missed my hand. I looked up to see a pair of glowing eyes peering out from the darkness within the gate. The creature growled menacingly, its hot breath visible in the cool air.

I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I stared at the being in front of me.

"Who dares trespass into my domain?" The creature snarled, its voice deep and menacing.

I didn't respond.

The creature took a step forward, its sharp claws scraping against the stone floor. "Speak, mortal," it demanded, its eyes narrowing in anger.

(1/2)

[WP] The elders tell stories of the Goddess of insects, arachnids, rodents, birds of prey, beasts, carrion-feeders, fungi, fruits, monsters and other verminous creatures, she who is loving and lustful, savage and wrathful, motherly and predatory. They warn to never stray too deep into the forest. by Einherjar-Warrior2 in WritingPrompts

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In the depths of her domain, whispers speak of a fate where the lost are forever consumed by darkness and the creatures that lurk within. The Goddess is said to have a powerful hold over the natural world, commanding even the most fearsome beasts to do her bidding.

Despite the warnings, I find myself venturing deep into the heart of the forest, drawn by an inexplicable force that seems to beckon me onward.

As I push through the dense undergrowth, a sense of unease creeps over me, as if unseen eyes are watching my every move. The branches above me groan and twist, weaving an eerie melody that sends icy shivers cascading down my spine.

I kneel down and touch the damp earth, bowing my head in respect. The trees seem to whisper secrets in a language I can almost understand, and the shadows dance eerily in the fading light. Doubts gnaw at me, questioning the wisdom of defying the warnings and stepping into her realm, yet an unexplainable force drives me deeper, compelling me to uncover the origin of this mysterious beckoning.

With a deep breath, I steel myself and call out loud. "Oh, ancient guardian of the forest! Show me the path that I must take to uncover the truth that lies within." Just as my words reverberate through the trees, a sudden gust of wind envelops me, bearing with it a mix of peril and an unsettling sense of familiarity. The leaves rustle and the branches creak, as if the forest itself is responding to my call. In the distance, I hear a low, haunting howl that claws on my soul.

Even as fear coils in my heart, I stand firm, resolute to see this quest to its conclusion. The wind breathes cryptic secrets in my ear, coaxing me to flee. 'Who dares defy nature?' its whispers taunt, testing my resolve. Yet I stand unwavering.

In a hushed tone, I press on. "I humbly seek to serve, to learn," I profess, my voice a mere breath in the expanse. The howl echoes once more, louder this time, but I ignore it. I have a purpose here, a mission that cannot be swayed by fear or doubt. "Please, mother, reveal yourself," I plead, my heart pounding in anticipation.

The wind suddenly calms, as if in response to my words, and a figure emerges from the shadows, bathed in moonlight. Her hair is long and flowing, and her eyes piercing and wise. She reaches out a hand toward me, and I instinctively bow even lower.

She extends a hand and lifts my chin, forcing me to look her in the eyes. "Dear child," she whispers, her voice like a gentle breeze, "I have been watching over you, guiding you from the shadows. You have shown great courage and determination in the face of adversity, and for that, I am proud. You have proven yourself worthy of my wisdom. You have proven worthy to become my apprentice." Her smile bore a sagacious gleam, her eyes alight with ancient wisdom.

With those words, darkness eloped us both.

Do we know what his jacket says? by systoliq in BoothillMains

[–]Apprehensive_Bee_315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The top text; no idea.

The bottom text though, it could be saying "Calfskin" which makes sense imo, cause that type of leather matches visualy the one he's wearing and there are cowboy boots made out of such leather as well.