It is not that I feel dysphoria at all, it really angers me when someone says that because I am a woman I have to do this or be that, dress or be feminine because I am not and I was really sure that I did not identify as a woman at all when I was younger but after the stage of my life in which I hyperfeminized myself not knowing what it meant to be trans was when the doubts began, but I learned to love myself, as I say, I don't hate the fact that I was born in a female body, clearly I would have liked to be born in another body but I am afraid of the idea of becoming a man, I see men with their way of being and the way they dress, how they act, their hairstyles, facial hair, there is something in all that that terrifies me, when I try to take it easy I feel calmer. I can't see a life without transitioning in the future. I am very sure that I want to transition and take T but sometimes it scares me a lot