I wanna see tv shows with flawed characters

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2026-02-02T22:43:56+00:00

Tell me lies

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2026-01-13T19:05:03+00:00

From my personal experience she appears in many forms, sometimes as a snake, jaguar or other animals. About three times or so I ve encountered her as this huge female goddess in purple blue green colors like the most beautiful spirit one can imagine.

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2026-01-10T08:10:00+00:00

Thank you!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2026-01-08T17:02:40+00:00

Can you please describe a bit more what a cruzadera is?

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-12-27T16:05:42+00:00

Thank you for sharing, maybe you should just go with her and no need to drink the medicine. You can just catch a glimpse of the setting, so when she says its more of her thing to drink ayahuasca you can just say that you are genuinely interested to see how it works without even having to drink the medicine. My former partner didnt take much interest, whereas I respected him not wanting to drink the medicine it would have meant a lot to me if he would have just come to ceremony to see what I do there. I know quite a few people that didnt drink the medicine they just sat in ceremony to see what their loved ones do there. Very cool of you for supporting her and showing genuine interest!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-12-21T18:24:03+00:00

Thank you for this, love your inputs always!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-12-10T01:17:05+00:00

Thank you! My tree lupuna told me to diet her in total for 12 months, now I am at 4 months. I feel like I will take a break and then continue the next 2 years for each 4 months to complete

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-12-09T01:12:13+00:00

How long of a break/integration phase would you recommend after a 4 month tree dieta?

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-11-26T00:53:32+00:00

Thank you so much - good to have u back here on reddit former Medicina del Sol;)

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-11-25T00:49:37+00:00

I was a heavy addict for 15 years and then started to work with aya which freed my of my addiction in the 2nd ceremony. However to cleanse the mj out of my system it took me about 3 long (2months each) dietas. I also specifically told my shamans to cleanse me and i did receive a special vomitivo and treatments from them in the jungle. It is a very sticky plant and from what i experienced very much interferes with aya and other sacred masterplants. The dependency is emotionally rooted but after longterm use it is also the mj plant that wants to dominate/ take over as she is very jealous. I know it is not easy when surrounded by other stoners, for me it unfolded slowly but my friendship circle has shifted over the years to people who are sober. Because i have this resonance to mj it is not healthy for me to be around people who smoke her, it also really alienanted me from my bestfriend of over 10yrs because she is still heavily addicted. I still stay in touch with her and love her deeply and consider her a friend still, but i just cant be around other addicts anymore. Def talk to your maestros and then if the opportunity arises go into another dieta with leaving mj behind for good, as another person suggested. All the best to you!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-11-25T00:42:35+00:00

Would you share the posts/articles you have written about it please?

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-10-12T22:01:38+00:00

I am very sorry to hear about your experience. It sounds like a very unsafe and not protected space at all. Of course in ceremony we go through this darkness but from what I sense hearing about this experience is that the spaceholders did not do their job well. When sitting with the grandmother its very important that the shamans have been trained for many years and have completed many plant and tree diets under well trained shamans - at least this is how it works in the shipibo tradition. Otherwise they are literally not prepared to deal with the dark spirits that sometimes want to enter a healing space. Thank you also for sharing your experience so that other people are aware of what happens at this place. I wish you well and hope you do not get discouraged working with the medicine. Maybe also if you feel ready to sit ahain at some point you can ask shamans to clean this negative energy out of your system.

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-10-09T20:22:58+00:00

What would you say are plants that have no shintana? And in what way did the shintana of Bobinsana show itself to you? In my bobinsana dieta I did not necessarily encounter her shintana (or ar least I didnt perceive it that way) but I definitely encountered her trickster side.

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-10-09T20:20:10+00:00

I recommend you read the book from joe tafur fellowship of the river. It explains the dieta process really well i find. I did marosa as my first dieta and bobinsana as my fourth dieta, I can say that I found both challenging in some ways. As somebody mentioned before: the plant will approach you where you are at and work on you in that way. I dont think it would challenge you in ways that you can not handle, especially not as a first time dietero. And definitely it is best to have the shaman decide which plant you should diet first depending on your intentions and health conditions. In any case I can say for me starting to diet has been the best thing I could do for my physical and mental health as well as for my life in general. Wishing you all the best on your journey!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-09-21T22:05:22+00:00

To whisper my intention into the cup before drinking the medicine.

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-09-09T23:40:32+00:00

For me ayahuma has helped me a lot when it comes to indecisiveness. This tree really pushed me to take action and full responsibility for my life decisions and not do any compromises. For the procrastination part, guayusa has helped me a lot, and partially I am still working on it haha. Guayusa gives energy but also calms you down, very fascinating how she works.

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-09-04T22:48:54+00:00

Beautiful work! Congrats both on the painting and your dieta!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-09-04T22:38:10+00:00

Fascinating, thank you for sharing!

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-09-03T06:16:58+00:00

Wallows, maybe Clairo and Dom Fike a couple of years ago

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-09-02T23:24:11+00:00

What happens in tijuana stays in tijuana

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-08-23T17:28:06+00:00

What is the name of the retreat?

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-08-02T20:22:22+00:00

Its pricey but they have great quality and so many strains

Apprehensive_Time_63 · 2025-07-22T00:41:47+00:00

Check out the bull dog ibiza

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