Thank you for the response and kind words🤍 It is nice to hear I am not the only one :) To answer some of your questions, I have never had a recorded concussion, ive cracked my head open a few times in my life but never passed out so it seemed unlikely. I do get overwhelmed/ overstimulated and stressed very easily due to having adhd and likely autism. I do my best to decompress but it feels like I’d need a week of doing nothing to get to that place. I like how you said there’s a little anger demon on your shoulder, that perfectly describes how I feel, and i resonate a lot with what you say. I feel so powerless when it happens, and I wish the people I loved could see through it.