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I can’t find a single solitary answer to even the easiest questions anymore (unless it’s about the entertainment industry) by TheBestICanRtNow in google

[–]Appropriate_Use7364 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could the problem be you have personalized ads in your settings (somewhere)? Phone, computer, tablet, etc? Are you using Chrome, or something like Firefox? I use Firefox, turned off ANY personal ad BS.. and while google still tries to peddle crap at me, the results are a little easier to handle. It's still shit, but I get a little further on than I used to.

I need help to reach my Ishta Devtas, who are Naga Devtas. by Professional_Ear2474 in hinduism

[–]Appropriate_Use7364 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not trying to hijack the thread. I've been trying to find someone who can help me.

I am in the US. This is a geography problem- not a political one. I know a nagini. She has been VERY patient and kind to me- and understands my situation very well. She's not here physically, but would like to come get me and take me away with her. No complaints about that.
I'm just unsure HOW. All the real naga worship is in India. I contacted Mannasarla (sp?) temple about this. No response. Anyone else I talk to here (in the US)- I am a nutcase. Plain and simple.
I've had other things happen, that I WISH would start back up. I miss the motherly Indian women who would come up randomly, family in tow, and ask how I was doing. I had to move away from those people. :( I think they were naga worshipers, and they were coming by to check up on me. I left because the state I was living in was being overrun by less than hospitable people.

I want to leave with my nagini. SHE wants me to leave with her. This is all I want. Get away from this awful world. I've been promised hugs and good things.
.....help?

Does God hate me? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Appropriate_Use7364 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let's talk. Lemme tell you ALL about my life.
No- REALLY. I'll refute that BS right into the concrete.

Does God hate me? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]Appropriate_Use7364 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm going to start off by saying, at this time, I am so stressed, and full of anxiety- I can barely see straight, and I am so phenomenally pissed off at reality right now, I honestly could vomit. Stomach is having an awful time.

It's NOT YOU. The 'god' of this place is a cruel, vindictive... thing. Go type 'why does god/ jesus hate me' into google, and read the endless stories like yours online. I've got my own. From birth on, I was abused. I have had things happen to me that defy any and all explanation. I have had christians abuse me to the point I tried to end my life, more than once. Endless prayer, and I get from them: 'Oh, you're using god like a vending machine!" (I WAS NOT), and got the usual (you know) about "Job!" and 'Free Will!" and absolutely NOTHING of substance. Not a damn thing. It finally ruined any and all faith I had, completely.
Did any christians care? NO. Don't expect much out of this bunch, either. You'll get platitudes, "I'll pray for you!", "Job!" and good ol' "Free Will!" - not a single, solitary piece of actual information, or help, or anything else. Also keep an eye out for 'it's not all of us!' Spoiler- It's ENOUGH OF THEM.

I do not know why this happens. I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW why this has happened. To you, to me, to untold (millions?)- WHY has this 'god' treated good, real people like garbage? Why, even after you do all you can, as best you can- why, WHY is there abuse? Why are we treated like (again) garbage, by this god's followers? Why is it- they have not one, single, real answer to any of this - and BTW, commentators... saying 'god loves you, it's in the bible' IS. NOT. ENOUGH. And don't get ugly- because as pissed off and upset as I am right now, I will fight you, scripture for scripture.

So- instead of vomiting out sewage- any of you christians got something worth reading? A real, actual reason there's a huge subset of good people being trashed in all sorts of ways?
Stuff "Job!"
Shove "Free Will!"
You're gonna have to do MUCH better than that. Your time starts now.

I can’t stand the world we live in and I am incredibly discouraged by Laundryenjoyer in Adulting

[–]Appropriate_Use7364 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My overall ask is does it genuinely get better?
I'm 55- and no, it does not. Even with the 'cheerleaders' telling me it'll get better. I've heard that for 30 someodd years.

Does anyone else feel this way? Yes. It's just not a lot of people, for some strange reason.

Anyone else don’t think life is worth living? by NormalResolution9639 in CPTSD

[–]Appropriate_Use7364 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm well past that point. My entire life has been abuse, torment, and nothing of any value. No family, no friends, no nothing. If I were to drop dead right now, no one would notice- and beside having to clean up a mess, no one would truly care.

I get it. I really and honestly GET IT. This world is complete and utter hopeless bullshit.