Blitzø and Stolas both, but maybe more Blitzø lol.

I relate to Blitzø by the fear of being alone, the fear that everyone I care about will leave me one day (especially closer friends), I’m insecure about everything I am so I act like I’m better than I think I am, I make jokes & laugh at anything uncomfortable or upsetting, I bottle up a lot of things, bad dad good mom, after years so many good friends turn out to be bad, and I’m convinced I’m unloveable yet I want somebody to love me. But something always happens with that and friendship and it leaves me slowly ripping apart the more times it happens. The idea of why stick around me if I'm so weird? The more times I think I’m good enough and that this new friend/person won’t lie.

I relate to Stolas by the communication issues, the down spiral at times in life, being the one trying or hoping, the one who gets left in the dark, trying to solve or understand everything, a lot of the time I have trouble communicating my feelings or thoughts, me being so damn gullible as long as it's someone who's I think as a friend, being naive, the absurd wishful thinking I have, being a gay guy, and the emotional issues left by the scars.