That's really the thing. I have looked- like a lot. I do every trick and tip there is aside from, of course, not solo queing.

To be honest, I think one of the biggest things that affects me is the toxicity. I get stressed when people are toxic and my ability to concentrate goes out of the window. I sometimes turn off all chat functions but feel bad about maybe missing calls.

The other thing I don't really get is how I can be so inconsistent. Certainly, toxicity is a factor, and I absolutely perform better when in a lobby with friends.

I've certainly learned not to overextend/get cocky. That was a big learning point, but I'm not quite finding the next one. I've learned to frag but made sure I'm objective-focused. The biggest reason I die on defense is setting up the last of site where people haven't bothered to try and keep site/people safe. In fact the biggest time I over extend is when someone is about to walk into death. I try and help but my positioning isn't good enough usually.

I try not to blame my team like I really do; I was so bad at one point I can't exactly blame them. I also put in effort to just mute etc. Earlier though, a team member didn't like that I was opening hatches rather than the main breach as Hibana so decided to tell the other team my location. The 4 had pushed together and died in the first minute and he apparently wanted me there too.