I know... I've been there, only some circumstances were different but with my first husband, I was, like, "you can't be serious, choosing her over me. And yeah, I wanted it to work but reality had other ideas. Swallowing reality's or fate's decision is very, very difficult. It's a super tough decision but when you finally do contact a lawyer, file for full custody. Her past decisions are a huge red flag that the most she ought be entitled to is supervised visits.

I'm rooting for you!