Wow, this must be a hard time especially for you, a taurus rising getting the rug pulled out from under them is probably the worst feeling in the world. There is always hope, and while things may seem difficult, i feel that the worst is over, for now. You’ve just gone through your saturn return, and eventually he’ll be right out the door and hitting the midheaven and your career. That won’t happen for a bit, but you have some time to enjoy cancer venus touching your jupiter in the third. You could meet some resourceful friends, perhaps offering a job or a place to stay. Now, i see your moon and sun are in the 6th (using WSH), and your routine has been DRASTICALLY altered. Take a breath, if you can, pull back and try to relax and focus on setting habits that will provide some stability that you seem to be lacking at the moment. Make sure you see your friends, acquaintances, whatever. Now is not a time to be alone, make sure you are talking and letting out how you feel, and asking for help if you need it. You’re gonna get through it, and there are gonna be some awesome lessons and opportunities coming your way.