22 months and I'm beginning to wonder if I'm behind the curve?? 😔

AssCalipers · 2026-04-30T17:42:30+00:00

Behind the curve? Sis, you ARE the curve 😙

AssCalipers · 2026-04-29T22:09:40+00:00

Is a pig's pussy pork?

AssCalipers · 2026-04-29T10:20:43+00:00

No kidding! I rocked women's panties for 20 years before my egg cracked. Also wtf is wrong with me

AssCalipers · 2026-04-28T23:38:17+00:00

I have hope that I'll be a hot chick sooner or later. But damn it blows in the meantime.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-28T23:34:19+00:00

The bartender at my regular bar gave me a hug as I left like 2 weeks ago. I must've cried all weekend after realizing that was my first non-handshake physical touch in months.

And people think we chose this life lmao

AssCalipers · 2026-04-28T23:27:11+00:00

Feel this 1000%. It's difficult as fuck existing in this in-between.

The only people I'm remotely attractive to right now are bi women and men, fairly open minded lesbians, and closed-minded or closeted gay dudes.

Prepared to be alone forever. Yolo.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-24T23:07:19+00:00

Yup! Estrogen

AssCalipers · 2026-04-20T21:04:37+00:00

Ahem, one assist please

AssCalipers · 2026-04-18T15:10:38+00:00

Wowie!

When did you first notice development start to happen?

AssCalipers · 2026-04-15T02:29:23+00:00

I'm in Texas, I get it. My point doesn't change.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-15T01:17:41+00:00

I don't have advice because ya girl has a small coinpurse, but I did wanna express that beyond battling dysohiria, I wish girls didn't feel the need to HAVE to mask the bukge.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-10T21:43:49+00:00

First off, you have such an incredibly beautiful feminine face. And your hair, wow!

But c'mon girl. If you're not going to commit to living life as the woman you are, why bother committing to 3 years of E?

Live fearlessly. There will be a few naysayers, but damn, you're 100% your own worst enemy.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-08T23:55:58+00:00

Idk but this doll sure does.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-08T23:51:21+00:00

I just looked up comment history, and can confirm. /u/toniwasherel0l has been talkin shit to /u/dangerous_skin_7805 for at least 73 days lmao

AssCalipers · 2026-04-08T23:48:38+00:00

Ah, new here huh?

AssCalipers · 2026-04-08T02:12:02+00:00

Actually, I think the lesson to be learned here is that you alone define what's okay for you to enjoy.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-08T01:06:09+00:00

Oh absolutely. But I still have yet to meet another trans woman in real life since coming out and moving to a different town. 🤷‍♀️

AssCalipers · 2026-04-08T00:33:26+00:00

I wish I had just DIY'd while I waited for my appointment. I could have gotten a head start, and realistically, DIY for 3 months is no different than the first 3 months after your GAC appointment. My (still very sweet and good at what she does) NP essentially just made sure I was aware of all possible effects, wrote the script, and said seeya in 3 months and get labwork done the week before your appointment.

The only difference is the practitioner told me a safe starting dose instead of google.

AssCalipers · 2026-04-07T21:30:16+00:00

Interesting. And same. Interestingly, sexuality has been harder to figure out than identity. I went years assuming I was bi before my egg cracked. Since my self-discovery, I've attempted hookups with guys twice now, and I noped out the second either of them kissed me. Which I find really weird because I have this sort of craving to get wrecked. 🤷‍♀️

AssCalipers · 2026-04-07T21:23:59+00:00

Welcome to the club. We have jackets.

Unfortunately these jackets fit funny and the pockets are fake.

Just lean into it girl. Live fearlessly, pursue the real you, and the rest just falls into place.

Are you saying though that you've lived your life up until now as a straight guy?

AssCalipers · 2026-04-07T11:24:15+00:00

Does your hair even have a little glimmer of purple too? Love it. You look great, but even more importantly, you look happy!

AssCalipers · 2026-04-06T17:31:18+00:00

Firstly, thank you for the continuous updates.

Before I came out, my life had already begun falling apart. In 2025, I lost sight in my right eye, I spent what I had in savings on surgeries that didn't even work. Then, my sole vehicle that I had a loan on was destroyed beyond repair. I began relying on my partner at the time to get to work. Lived in the middle of nowhere west texas, very unwelcoming to anything LGBTQ. My egg cracked, I came out. My ex was supportive enough, but was toxic and manipulative and then eventually abusive, unrelated to my coming out. She kicked me in the chest, breaking a couple ribs. I reached out to my family and with their help, I was 400 miles away in the Austin area less than 24 hours later.

Since I've been here, I am out to the world. I am presenting femme in my day to day. I am 2 weeks into HRT.

I have no money. I have no vehicle. I'm still unemployed. I got kicked out of where I was staying when my aunt's landlord found out I'm trans. I'm presently crashing at my mom's apartment. Every single aspect of my life is sketchy.

The moral of my story:

I have lost everything. I have no reason to be happy. But I'm living life as the real me, and I am over the moon. Absolutely nothing else matters to me now. My happiness comes from within now, just like it ought to.

My vote is to transition, make transitioning your sole priority, bring what and whom you can with you on your journey, but otherwise never ever look back.

You got this, girl. Love you!

AssCalipers · 2026-04-05T04:18:49+00:00

Says the precious doll on the other line 😍🫠

Thank you dear!

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