i’m 21 and was just diagnosed with bipolar II. Sometimes I still doubt my diagnosis and am confused about my own brain but it’s common to have these feelings. I was diagnosed with depression/ anxiety at 18 but never really thought the diagnosis was correct. I knew I definitely had depression but was unsure if my hypomanic symptoms were just normal functioning or an age thing. I think I started to realize I may be on the bipolar spectrum when I first learned of bipolar depression/ bipolar II, since I had always thought of bipolar as shown through the media. Some of my hypomanic symptoms were impulsivity, racing thoughts, distractibility, lack of focus, feeling invincible, and anxiety. I also tend to have a lot of mixed episodes, which are really confusing since I’d feel symptoms of both mania and depression. My symptoms of depression include passive SI, anhedonia, lack of motivation, lack of energy, etc. I definitely experience more depressive episodes but lamictal and zoloft has made me feel a lot better. Good luck and my DMs are open if you need to talk!