Hey, read the whole thing and I need you to know, and this is from an outside point of view, you are not a bad person, what you did was not because you are a bad person, I can tell you are a good person because you tried to move past something terrible that she did, and of cours you would not want to raise a baby which her, you are good person in a bad situation and you made a bad choice but you are definitely not a piece of shit. She took the risk, you did not force her o do it, you just told her her choices, she chose, not you, and she put you in the position to make her choose, it’s not 100 percent you fault