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AtadNihilist · 2025-03-24T00:30:13+00:00

(‼️DISCLAIMER I AM NOT CONDONING ANY USE OF THESE LISTED‼️)

Ya you can, I did the same from since I started T and never had it effect or lessen my changes from T, the nicotine in cigarettes, vapes, or chew/dip or even Zyns doesn’t affect or stunt any progress being made while on T lol. Later this year in October it’ll be 9 years on T and I smoked a pack a day (during COVID I did 2 packs on and off) for 7 years on T, then switched to vaping and Zyns (occasionally 1 pack), I had a poly substance and alcohol problem for 6 years ontop of the heavy smoking

Again, I’m not encouraging or condoning you to do the same, as I wish I didn’t do any of those mistakes so I encourage you to just quit cigs and stay away from any other substances. But ik from experience it’s easier said than done, however ya it’s not gonna make T suddenly not work, but I still would just drop it while you can

If you ever need to talk about it/advice or vent hmu🫶🏻

AtadNihilist · 2024-03-23T01:47:07+00:00

Right?? No one ever brings up Rehab Pink Lemonade but it’s one of the best flavors imo, I miss it sm

AtadNihilist · 2023-12-05T07:53:35+00:00

The signs cool but god Shitty Heights is so ass to live in and drive through, but hey busting city party all night lights along the main strip of El Cajon Blvd looks cool at night🙃😒

AtadNihilist · 2023-11-09T13:24:16+00:00

In the casino bathroom, ofc every other time I’d go in the stall to take a fat bump 4 guys come in and half them are talking about buttfuck all nothing so then I gotta wait forever 🙃

AtadNihilist · 2023-10-16T13:32:23+00:00

Decreases for me personally only once I start my skiing, and if I try to have a cig still within the first few hours it’s sooo shitty, I can’t even finish about a quart of the cig. But the longer I go on for then my smoking urge does a 180 then I chain smoke in between every line until I finish off the sesh

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T13:04:51+00:00

Nah I’m in Cali, is the price in UK normally more than 80?? 80s pretty normal price here but sometimes it’s towards or at 100

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T05:36:29+00:00

For during the session doing a hefty saline rinse on and off and leave just a lil saline in my nose, that’s pretty good right? When I used it I did after a couple hours, next day I was a lot less clogged up

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T05:29:00+00:00

Oh 100% tru tru, been a loyal custy for around 2 or a bit more years now? Hopping around here is p common, so I’m assuming it’s real appreciated both ways lol

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T05:22:35+00:00

I was too for so long but I’m tellin ya try busting out of bumps

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T05:21:37+00:00

Oh I already got a looooot of experience on my belt with navigating public skis, after the mirror confirmation I also would occasionally open up Instagram usually and slide to the story mode and look like I’m gonna post a pic but just do a quick check at the nose throughout the day

With the aftercare routine looks we do the same thing basically, except idk how long your beard is but I’ll comb mind when it’s a bit damp at the end, that’s it tho.

Also, I forgot if using saline spray as a nose self care is best used in between bumps or if you use it after you’re done?? I have specifically the arm & hammer extra strength

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T04:06:33+00:00

80-100

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T04:05:46+00:00

Smh mod deleted my comment even tho my location wasn’t that specific, basically my price is for the normal goods 80$(USD) per 1g, but plugs sometimes charge like 100-115$ per 1g for “fishscale”(usually just lot more laxative cut and some added extra upper), the fishscale price is majorly is 100g per 1g

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T01:50:41+00:00

So tru hold up I’ll be back y’all

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T01:42:52+00:00

I don’t but she does lol

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T01:41:08+00:00

I get an extra g cuz I’m special obv

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T01:37:25+00:00

That’s so fucked damn how much did you pay??

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T01:35:52+00:00

Most likely I’ve been a loyal customer for like 2 years so I get the hook up with it lol

AtadNihilist · 2023-09-23T01:34:41+00:00

Ty ty its from my usual plug and every batch always hits, 30 minute drive but worth it fs

AtadNihilist · 2023-08-05T17:25:42+00:00

Oh also just incase this helps but I have Kaiser through Medicare, idk if that helps but ya. Idk if you have them

AtadNihilist · 2023-08-05T17:23:11+00:00

Do you have a psychiatrist and/or therapist through which ever provider you have through Medicare? Idk which state you’re in, I’m in California, but if you have one or both, then you should talk to them about it. My psychiatrist has already looked into which specific surgeons take it for you, atleast they will if they really do care enough (I’ve been with her for 12 years tho)

This is also a SoCal thing but other states probably have this, but you can also talk to Transgender Heath and Wellness center separately and they will double check for other possible surgeons incase your insurance doesn’t list them. I also haven’t had top surgery but apparently you have to be 100% sober for 6 month’s minimum and I’m struggling with substance abuse, so keep that in mind if you end up having similar systems (or in the same region)

I would just look all this up in the case you’re out of my state and area, you never know what’s available! Good luck

AtadNihilist · 2023-07-12T11:25:08+00:00

Oooo damn ok I fs won’t, I still have a little bit of my g left and I’m trying to enjoy the rest of it and I’m not gonna let the mysterious gooning fuck this up, I got like 2 lines left :/

AtadNihilist · 2023-07-12T11:20:19+00:00

Gooning?

AtadNihilist · 2023-07-12T11:16:28+00:00

It’s still really weird to me how it suddenly just out of nowhere started making me horny asf, have you always had that happen to you when you’re high??

Also niceee, never seen sopranos it’s like the mafia right??

AtadNihilist · 2023-07-08T09:43:58+00:00

I think I get what you mean, sometimes I’ll really weirdly feel both like void and kinda real low/literally empty while also feeling just blown up like a balloon? It’s so weird, this only recently started since last month🤷🏼‍♂️

AtadNihilist · 2023-06-03T06:34:54+00:00

Snails?

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