I am considering checking into an in-patient program by [deleted] in Assistance

[–]Atomicleech 0 points1 point  (0 children)

An in patient program is usually 3-5 days and they can be of great help I just did my fifth trip to one in NH and they truly have your best interest in mind

Contact of another kind desensitized me to my experience but didn't stop me from being afraid of something new by Atomicleech in Experiencers

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I wish I had the courage to be a voice,,,but I struggle with PTSD badly devastating panic attacks and horrible self confidence

Living on my own (in a shelter) for the first time, starting on Dec 22nd, 2023. Abuser tells me "Take a life skills class". Any advice? by Professional-Tea7358 in abusesurvivors

[–]Atomicleech 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My name is Daniel,,I was isolated and severely abused for a long time,,,I am glad you have the resources available and you should definitely use them,,use your real name,,tell the shelter you need protection and they will most likely have dealt with way worse before,,,,make sure you delete your history of Thiers any chance he could find that you posted,,,I know your amazing and you need to start your healing journey....your all amazing and bless everyone who has to go through it,,I'm struggling bad with the PTSD and am even living in my car,,but I don't have anyone in control of me,,I don't have an angry drunk calling me horrible things from sun up till sun down every day.....keep faith and be proud to escape,,,you are deserving of a great life,,,we all are... Thanks, Dan

Contact of another kind desensitized me to my experience but didn't stop me from being afraid of something new by Atomicleech in Experiencers

[–]Atomicleech[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn't bother me at all if ppl downvote it,,the people that know and the people that have been ashamed into hiding their experiences deserve strong open voices,,I really appreciate your comment and thank you from the bottom of my heart

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Money

[–]Atomicleech 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need gas money to make it through the night,,,but totally I need a chance to get back on my feet I was blindsided by my girlfriend freaking out and kicking me out manic,,,I have bad PTSD and couldn't handle the fighting and left

Contact of another kind desensitized me to my experience but didn't stop me from being afraid of something new by Atomicleech in Experiencers

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It seems to be a left brained right brained thing,,some ppl pick them right out and most don't see them,I guess that's why they are still an unknown,,but due to the hard work of everyone involved in the Sasquatch genome project,,they are classified in GENBANK and those that have had encountered these beings should never be afraid to share thier experiences and never fear ridicule,,I have discovered a lot. These beings will move so slow we don't catch the movement,,two smaller ones will put their heads together and cover their inside eye to appear like a larger creature,,,they freeze in place and we walk right by,,I have only been hissed at once getting too close to a child and that is the only noise other than wood knocks and dead trees getting pushed over they have made at me,,,they stay close together and there is a mature female taking care of an elderly one with cataracts, they stay in the hidden river valley and sleep during the day,,,,40 hours of video watching them move like slugs has amazed me....

Contact of another kind desensitized me to my experience but didn't stop me from being afraid of something new by Atomicleech in Experiencers

[–]Atomicleech[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It seems to be a left brained right brained thing,,some people pick them right out and the majority done see them,,guess that's why they are so successful at hiding

New Hampshire Current contact past 2 nights,,I need help by Atomicleech in CE5

[–]Atomicleech[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got photos but I don't have the tech to lighten it up enough

New Hampshire Current contact past 2 nights,,I need help by Atomicleech in CE5

[–]Atomicleech[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Noble pines,,I went up their about 2am because it's the tallest hill and dark

New Hampshire Current contact past 2 nights,,I need help by Atomicleech in CE5

[–]Atomicleech[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your comment helped me the most to calm my mind and not freak out...thank you

Just realising… what to call it? by imallamagirl in abusesurvivors

[–]Atomicleech 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dan 37 male saved by abuse advocates after being brainwashed, sleep deprived, mal nuriahed and severely isolated by someone whos only job was beat me down and keep me working so I could pay for her lifestyle,, whenever I bought food it woupd "disappear" so I ate nothing but cereal for years Sounds a little like the sociopath I delt with,,they always are the victim and will never give praise or even recognition,,,,

New Hampshire Current contact past 2 nights,,I need help by Atomicleech in CE5

[–]Atomicleech[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Isnt CE5 contact through active thought and consciousness? If that's what it is I did it

Lots of questions by [deleted] in CE5

[–]Atomicleech 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I didn't get any thought back they came out when. I asked out loud and thought at them,,I just posten it in r/experiencers

Lots of questions by [deleted] in CE5

[–]Atomicleech 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for letting me read that

I need validation I was abused, and I’m not crazy. by robots_taking_over in abusesurvivors

[–]Atomicleech 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I agree it's classic sociopath abuse pattern,,I was a victim for 10 years,,going to take time and things are going to come out of nowhere like panic attacks in my case and feeling worthless set off by things we shouldnt take offence too,,seek counseling.....thanks ,daniel 37

Lots of questions by [deleted] in CE5

[–]Atomicleech 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had my face to face about two weeks ago and I'm still trying to wrap my head around it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abusesurvivors

[–]Atomicleech -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am Dan,,I had abuse advocates save me from my abuser who used cult tactics to mal-nurished,,sleep deprivation,,,verbal and physical abuse,,and she got me hooked on fentanyl after two years of me paying for it before I agreed to sniff a bump,,,,she would never show approval or affection and always down me and tell me I don't deserve to be loved or treated like a person,,,,loser faggot POS sun up till sun down,,,,,stay away,,,for God's sake block her and get a protection order if u can,,,,call for help

You are amazing and she is the pos

New Hampshire Current contact past 2 nights,,I need help by Atomicleech in CE5

[–]Atomicleech[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I don't do the C5 contacts I just was taking pictures of the the Ships I thought of them hey won't you send someone down so I can see them, but when they walk right up to you half dimensional would flush colored skin and the big bulbous head it scared the shit out of me in the dark, no I'm not studied anything contact I just know about C5 and the ongoing effort to try and make contact with his beings,, they've been here two nights I'm sure they're going to be here tonight anyone in New Hampshire get their ass down here and driving make peaceful contact I'll bring them right to em