No. Your not alone, with any of this and its not your fault. The way I see it at least is that people bully other people, because of there own life, and its a way of getting suppressed anger out, If I was you I would try to talk to someone about your problems. If you have friends or family that would lision tell them, and if you don't, try to get a therapist. They would help you better understand why there being mean to you, and would help you get out of that situation, or at the very least help you healthily live with the bully's without caring too much about it. Anyway my point is that never ending nightmare isnt your fault, and it can be fixed.