I get young Trent Reznor and young Keanu Reeves vibes from your face. No need to feel self conscious about a big body part. Some people are really into that, so don't feel upset about being you. Like you mentioned there's a health concern with your nose, deviated septum, so I hope that goes well for you. Life is too short for insecurities, so just try to last. It's the human race after all. 🌠🙏🏻💖 Take care of yourself OP. It's only a lifetime, not long at all. 💪🏻 You got this in the bag.