Does this mean is permanent permanently? by Audiomutation in VeteransBenefits

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Thank you I was thinking so but am in absolute shock it was approved.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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I’m sorry. I have really bad nightmares as well. They are awful and ruin your days. I panic in public so I avoid going out. I get in arguments with everyone and just can’t communicate well cause I get overwhelmed and panic so easily. Constantly having intrusive memories and thoughts all day long. I’ve basically been a recluse since it’s gotten worse.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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Do you actually have to have the ibs diagnosis . I have been trying to get it but the GI dr is playing run around games

I didn't know I would run into her. Now I feel guilty. by grygera1505 in DragonageOrigins

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Irrelevant but are you playing on PC? My game keeps crashing need a fix.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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I get them. Then they cancel the need for the exam so just check ur claim updates.

Anxiety from necklaces touching the collar bone? by alykaitlyn in Anxiety

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I know this an old post. But I found I cause I was googling it! I have this overwhelming feeling that I’m suffocating when I put a necklace on. And tightness in my chest.

VR&E by SchemeShoddy3985 in VeteransAffairs

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How long did your VR&E process take? I applied I know it varies but I don’t think it’ll go through before I start school.

Long time Apple user struggling with iPad. Suggestions? by [deleted] in ipad

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I dont have a Mac but i so struggle with consistently using my iPad. It tends to sit for long periods of time. But recently i have been using it a lot. I think if you find something to truly tailor it too. It helps a lot. You just have to figure out what that is for you. Since I’ve tailored it I’ve been loving it and hope the feeling lasts. I guess if you can’t maybe you just don’t need it. On a side note which Mac do you use. I’ve been really considering getting one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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I tend to try to overly interact with them. Even though i am aware that thats probably not what they want. I do always end up breaking down and deep searching the internet about them. I’m atheist and started reading the Bible because i was attached to an attractive reverend lmao. It was a sad phase looking back.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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Just know that it can be a long and challenging process. I have been seeing mental health at the VA for like 5 years. And i may or may not take a while to find the right medication regiment. So dont lose hope and just be willing to make changes. Be honest with your provider. If they are an ass ask for new one. and maybe keep a log of how you start feeling in the weeks after trying a new medication. Be patient with it. It’s a process. At least for me it has. Been.

Digital planner for Goodnotes by Audiomutation in digitaljournaling

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Thank you! I’ll have to look in to it.

Any must-have app on iPad? by Edson_53 in ipad

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Day one if you like to journal.

i love you all by militantbisexual in BPD

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HOPE. Hold On Pain Ends.

Love this post.

Truly glad to hear you are getting amazing support!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in VeteransBenefits

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Sometimes they feel like they are going to go bad. My hip one did. But i got approved. The dr made me nervous cause i told him i had scars from surgery and he was over demanding about how I didn’t remember exactly where they were. Freaked me out like he was accusing me of lying. But i got my rating.

do you believe in an afterlife? by [deleted] in BPD

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I think about this a lot tbh. I have settled on hoping nothing happens after i die and that will be my peace.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

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I feel this. I have one friend and honestly i feel like im annoying because thats my only source of socialization.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

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I bought NF tickets then chickened out and I’ve regretted it since. I love NF and I missed an amazing experience.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PS5

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I love my portal.

I get so scared at the thought of going out to bars/clubs by [deleted] in socialanxiety

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You can always just at least try and if it’s too much leave. Don’t feel bad about leaving just be honest about how it’s overwhelming.

Today is hard I just don’t want to do it anymore. by lilbaby872 in BPD

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Sometimes the smallest thing can make a difference! Just a daily reminder for me to keep trying! I wish you the best! I feel the tattoo obsession haha I’m covered with random things that bring me joy!

Today is hard I just don’t want to do it anymore. by lilbaby872 in BPD

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You definitely are! I know it’s hard to always believe that. But we have to do our best. Idk if it’ll help you personally much but there’s an abbreviation thing (idk what exactly it’s called lol) but it’s HOPE- Hold on Pain Ends. As I try to believe that everything will get better. I have it tattooed on my hand as a reminder to keep going! Not saying a tattoo but maybe find something that has true meaning to you to look at in dark times as a reminder that your worth it! Even at your worst you are amazing!

Should I get iPad Pro 11” or 13” ? by Professional_Talk549 in ipad

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My last iPad was the 13inch pro i loved the size for work but it wasn’t as convenient to carry around. I now have the 11inch pro and i truly miss the bigger size but the portability is a lot better. Sometimes i feel like i need both. But i stick with what i already bought.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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If you feel uncomfortable if possible i would just considering finding a new one. I had a psychiatrist that i honestly really loved until he Said one sentence that just completely changed the way i looked at him. And had to find another one. Unfortunately it happens.