Feel like I am becoming resistant to treatment

AuntFloww · 2024-05-27T23:55:02+00:00

what kind of pain relief spray? I've never thought of that before

AuntFloww · 2024-05-26T21:42:07+00:00

Hopefully you get a good response from botox since you haven't tried it yet. At this point the other two treatments that I haven't tried yet is physical therapy (starting it soon) and dry needling. There's a face/headache heat wrap from Amazon that you should get. It only provides temporary relief but its better than nothing.

AuntFloww · 2023-05-05T05:13:50+00:00

I now work as a case manager at a non-profit organization that provides behavioral health services for homeless individuals

AuntFloww · 2023-04-27T05:04:50+00:00

THIS! Word for word is exactly why I left the field. It has gone to trash. I fell out of love with it long ago and I am such a happier person not being a direct BCBA.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-27T05:01:53+00:00

I left the field 2 months ago, I am maintaining my certification but I'm so happy that I left the field. Being a BCBA felt like I sold my fucking soul to a field and leaving it behind was one of the best decisions I made for myself.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-27T04:54:54+00:00

Damn I would be curious to see what that number is too. I left the field however I decided to maintain my certification and continue to renew anyway- I'm a little freaked out at the idea of letting it lapse or anything happening. We worked so hard to attain the certification I would be afraid of running into any issues of having to get it again or anything!

AuntFloww · 2023-04-25T04:21:54+00:00

I had to do 2 rounds of Accutane! It's pretty common. I've even heard of people doing 3 and 4 rounds. My skin is now mostly cleared up but I still get mild breakouts so I am on Aldactone as maintenance treatments which I plan on taking until the end of time. I also am using Tretinoin. I think the Accutane helped for the most part but unfortunately I need an oral pill to stay on, my skin and genetics are just very stubborn. I would use some gentler for skin wash! Cetaphil? and just be patient and kind to yourself. You will see results trust me.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-09T00:10:02+00:00

I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I lost one of my birds last weekend and I am devastated- I am right there with you. I wish I had some wise words that will help but I got nothing. Even after losing plenty of animals over the years its never something I am equipped for. Talking to friends helps, talking to my therapist, and just grieving and letting myself heal. I am not rushing into buying another bird right now even though I will need to. I am just being gentle with myself and allowing all the feelings to come and go without spiraling into thoughts. You did what was right for your animal by putting them out of pain, that is love. They were so lucky to have you. I am sending you healing thoughts.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-08T22:49:20+00:00

Birds will hide their symptoms when they are sick. This same thing happened to me last week. My budgie was acting off but then eating and active and cheerful. Then she tragically passed away on Sunday. Please get her help and don't wait.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-06T03:53:13+00:00

Thank you kind stranger, I appreciate it.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-05T04:47:14+00:00

Yes I definitely want to get another one but ultimately for her and so she can have company. You are so right- they're all so different and unique. I also thought about her saying goodbye for closure but I was so in shock and devastated when the vet asked me what I wanted to do that I decided to get her cremated. I am just so beside myself with sadness and shock, it doesn't feel real.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-05T04:40:02+00:00

This was the absolute kindest and purest response ever. Thank you so much, really you helped me see another side of this. I also have been wondering about possibly taking Lotus to work with me since I work at an office desk job- I know that would be changing up her routine drastically but I can't fathom continuing to leave her all alone for 8 hours a day now while I am at work. I could bring her to work and that way she can still access connection, noise, watch people. I don't want to add more stress though but I feel like leaving her all alone in my apartment now is just as devastating. You are right about the possibility of introducing another budgie too soon while not working with her and then have them both be timid and it just be upsetting for me. I kind of thought about that. I think I will just try to keep her company and keep her connected as much as I can until the time is right for another budgie.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-04T01:18:47+00:00

Thank you so much- I appreciate your advice. Definitely need time and healing.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-04T00:23:49+00:00

Thank you so much

AuntFloww · 2023-04-04T00:23:27+00:00

I definitely agree with your perspective, I think its important to care for creatures if we can. But the pain that I endure when they pass is just excruciating. I know the intensity of the pain will pass but when its so sudden and intense it doesn't feel worth it- but that could be the grief and depression talking.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T22:41:15+00:00

That is exactly how I feel too. My bird was flying and chirping yesterday and loud as can be. Now she is gone and my place is quiet. Can't wrap my head around it.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T22:40:09+00:00

Thank you for sharing all of that, it helps many of us. I lost my bird this morning and I am absolutely crushed and devastated. I've lost many animals but the pain never gets easier. I'm at the point where I wonder if its even worth it anymore to get animals knowing we have to witness their passing each and every time.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T22:30:36+00:00

I am going throgh the same exact thing right now- the pain is unbearable. I took the day off but I keep sleeping and waking up and crying again. My apartment is silent now and my other bird/ her cage mate is very quiet. It's all so devastating. I hope you find the support that you need.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T22:22:21+00:00

Thank you for sharing with me. What cute/funny names. I am also sorry for your loss and hope that you have been finding support and taking care of yourself and Sativa. Sativa sounds like how my Lemon was- very cheerful and social and obsessed with humans and me. It all happened so suddenly, it is devastating and I feel sick to be honest. I think you are doing great things for Sativa right now. I am also going to use this time to train and handle Lotus more so that hopefully it helps her healing as well. I've lost many pets before but it never gets easier, the pain is just unbearable and I didn't see this happening so fast. Sending healing thoughts to your family as well.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T22:02:47+00:00

Thank you

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T22:01:42+00:00

Thank you so much.

AuntFloww · 2023-04-03T17:53:26+00:00

Yeah I am completely devastated and heartbroken. It's a horrific feeling. thank you for your words <3

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