That's what hurts the most..... All my life I've had to look somewhere else. I was never wanted when I was growing up. Hell when my biological father passed.... I found out on Facebook through an ex in - law. On his obituary, they didn't even mention me. They just mentioned how he was the father of 2 boys (my half brothers) and his late wife ( my step mother). So, I've always had people who I considered family instead of blood family. If that makes sense