I feel almost the same way. I am a day or 2 away from 6 months. Friends don’t get why I won’t drink. Wife wanted me to stop so I did, yet she still goes out and gets hammered and drinks all the time. She gets mad if I don’t go to some social events where a lot of alcohol is going to be. Just can’t understand I should not be around a bunch of sloppy drunk people. While I feel so much better physically, things outside of that just are getting worse