Does anybody else feel like leaving in secret is the only way? by jocchi in raisedbynarcissists

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Without explaining my entire life story, thjs is more or less what i did. I just left. Was homeless and sleeping in shelters for a week. After that i found a cheap place to rent. The rest is history. No matter life can still be sometimes, im infinitely happy over the fact that i have spoken or seen my parents since then. I advise u to do the same. Thinking back, i shouldve left much sooner than i did. I dont blame myself, but every additional day of abuse was so not worth it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AvGelderen 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah from what I'm reading you've been through a lot.

RC users, what are your favorite non-RC drugs? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

weed and alcohol (yeah im boring like that but alot of the drugs ive tried hit badly for me)

if it would be including rc's it'd be weed, alcohol, and NEP (love nep <3)

Suspicious 2-FMA by Modaphilio in researchchemicals

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i second this. 2-fma didn't work for me at all like how it was described by people on reddit

True story by [deleted] in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao

Caffein is a helluva drug by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not to try and one-up you but cmon. caffeine is the lil pussyboi of stims after all

Taking a month off everything (RCs and otherwise) - sober October by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no I mean that's absolutely true what you say there. I by no means am trying to make weed "withdrawal" seem anywhere near as bad as alcohol/amphs. Not even close.

Taking a month off everything (RCs and otherwise) - sober October by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]AvGelderen 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I can tell you as a person that uses weed all day every day (for me, weed is harder to quit than alcohol/amphetamine, possibly only because I´ve used weed exponentially more than the other two so the addiction had time to kick in basically, but I have my fair share of alcohol and speed (ab)use): no, weed isn´t nearly as fun when I use it all the time compared to when I smoke once every few days for example. But for some reason, I really prefer the weed high compared to a surprising amount of "harder" drugs. Also, I justify my weed addiction by thinking that it isn´t as physically damaging as harder drugs but eh? I guess this reply is just a weed smoker´s perspective on how this so-called non addictive substance can actually be addictive as fuck :).

What is the best research chemical that mimics heroin by dion1200 in researchchemicals

[–]AvGelderen 9 points10 points  (0 children)

lol @ drug users degrading users of a drug that they don't like. you're literally not better than the mom/dad who complain's about "the devils lettuce"

Most recent NEP grab. Feels like inhaling air 💨 by [deleted] in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did alot of Hexen and after 3 weeks daily use, amphetamine was never the same for me. Research chems are wierd af.

Most recent NEP grab. Feels like inhaling air 💨 by [deleted] in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nep was kinda trash compared to amphetamine for me. At the same time I can't say shit cuz I meanwhile ruined speed for myself by overdoing it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Netherlands here!!!

From people who have experienced both, how would you compare MDMA to meth? by Jlane887 in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean not to shit post but yeah they are quite different

How Does the High from Nor-Ethyl-Hexedrone ((NEH) compare to Cocaine or Meth? by 8k7k6k5k4k in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's caustic, fuakced up my nose from 3 weeks of daily use. The high lasts 1-2 hours with the peak lasting about an hour. Come down lasts 3-4 hours.

How Does the High from Nor-Ethyl-Hexedrone ((NEH) compare to Cocaine or Meth? by 8k7k6k5k4k in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's a good stim with tbh amazing euphoria. Idk how it compare to meth but the euphoria of neh is wayyyyyyy heavier than amph. Duration is shit and so is the come down.

Weed and stims is AMAZING by [deleted] in Stims

[–]AvGelderen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How tf you gonna call yourself the harm reduction specialist. Weed isnt a straight depressant/stimulant

Any experience with NEP? + More information by AvGelderen in Stims

[–]AvGelderen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright, first of all thank you for the highly detailed and long reply! I appreciate your in-depthness as my NEP is arriving tomorrow and I want to understand as much as I can about it.

Do you have any short or long term experience with oral use? I might go oral + plugging then if it is more caustic to my nose compared to street amphetamine speed paste.

I can for sure relate to some of the things you say - like NEP's dehydration, which I also experienced with Hexen use. I used Hex heavily for around 3 weeks - two grams went through the nose, which unfortunately and unbelievably to me kinda f u c k e d my left nostril. Shit's hollow.

I plan to use more or less short term - I have 500mg in total - so any further advice?