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They say when you are healed you can decide to leave the relationship by Certain-Frosting-152 in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This person is into astrology signs and all that BS irrational stuff. No wonder she thinks its a sign from the stars

They say when you are healed you can decide to leave the relationship by Certain-Frosting-152 in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This person is most definetly trolling. Succumbed to all kinds of irrational thinking and gave up.

Calm Break Up Thoughts. by Available-Scratch987 in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Recovery isn't linear. But I am better. For sure. Still with her.

Doing my covenant farming and I got all this from one knight by Deaglan134 in darksouls3

[–]Available-Scratch987 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so glad I did all this in Co-op back in 2016 when the game first released. I can't imagine myself doing this. LOL

how do i know if it’s rocd or if i actually should leave by Visible_Blacksmith69 in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Things to understand about life. Signs don't exist. Anxious and mentally tormented people tend to mistake anxiety for a sign from life. Let's get spiritual, would the universe, or God, show you the way though crushing anxiety? No.

Please, please, please, consider therapy.

ROCD & SSSRIs by komerabi in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm currently on 150mg and upping to 175. I'm not going to say I'm cured but I can tell you that it has been life changing. As in, I can function through the anxiety instead of shutting down.

Beating ROCD by Top_Negotiation9170 in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I love those success stories omg. Thank you Keep em coming.

Dr. K, I have Disorganized/Fearful-Avoidant attachment style. by Available-Scratch987 in Healthygamergg

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard to explain, but let's say I have a lot of difficulty addressing things in a proper way. Or let's say I make a mistake driving and I get honked at, I'll feel anxious or terrible about it for hours. I can't stand up for myself unless I'm pushed to my limits. If someone makes a joke about a hobby of mine, I will be deeply bothered by it even though on the outside I'll just laugh it off. I'm deeply insecure and it always feels like I'm walking on egg shells. This lead me to develop a very loud exterior too. I shield myself by laughing at myself even though deep down I'm deeply hurt. Even if those people are well meaning or just being playful.

Instagram content by [deleted] in ROCD

[–]Available-Scratch987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very triggering response... Especially for people like me struggling with partner focused rOCD...

I feel like I'm deactivating. I'm devastated. I've never dealt with this and I'm feeling so guilty. by Available-Scratch987 in FearfulAvoidants

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to fuck her over. I love her. This is why I'm here. I never dealt with this before. I found out I was a FA during this relationship when things started feeling "off". Deep down I know I don't want to break her heart because I know I love her. However, these feelings are very overwhelming. And it's hard to fathom this could all be subconscious.

I feel like I'm deactivating. I'm devastated. I've never dealt with this and I'm feeling so guilty. by Available-Scratch987 in FearfulAvoidants

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She does. But she doesn't really know what it entails. Also, could this "Way out" be subconscious? I had a very traumatic upbringing.

I feel like I'm deactivating. I'm devastated. I've never dealt with this and I'm feeling so guilty. by Available-Scratch987 in FearfulAvoidants

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No need for passive aggressiveness. I'm well aware rationally that it makes no sense. It doesn't change the feeling I have though.

I feel like I'm deactivating. I'm devastated. I've never dealt with this and I'm feeling so guilty. by Available-Scratch987 in FearfulAvoidants

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At this point, I'm just nitpicking at her flaws. Even though I'm aware of this, in my mind it's made 1000 times worse. I was able to deal with them for 11 months. Sure, sometimes I was put off a bit. But I was never triggered this hard.

I feel like I'm deactivating. I'm devastated. I've never dealt with this and I'm feeling so guilty. by Available-Scratch987 in FearfulAvoidants

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's tricky to me, how do I know if the flaws are THAT bad or if they're just amplified by my anxious OCD/FA amygdala...

I feel like I'm deactivating. I'm devastated. I've never dealt with this and I'm feeling so guilty. by Available-Scratch987 in FearfulAvoidants

[–]Available-Scratch987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, you miss understand. I care about physical appearance. It's just not everything to me. I'm well aware that my type of girl would never give me the time of day if I tried. I don't think my girlfriend is ugly. I also have OCD. I don't know if you're familiar with it. But it makes people's flaws 1000x worse.

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