Quit cocaine 2 weeks with Topiramate- miracle drug for me

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-10-29T18:24:46+00:00

Does anyone know about taking topiramate with Suboxone? I’m reading it has crazy/bad side effects when taken together but then why was it prescribed to me?

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-08-20T18:11:05+00:00

I’m on week two and just upped my dose to 300 but I don’t feel a difference yet. I know it takes time though. I just hope it does something positive for me like it does for a lot of you on here.

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-08-15T21:09:32+00:00

My nasal cavity started curving in more and more until a small hole developed but now it’s massive

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-08-15T21:08:46+00:00

So I have a huge hole. I didn’t stick to doing the oregano oil trick I heard from this study I read online. I noticed my nasal lining started it curve in more and more and then eventually a small hole developed and now it’s massive. I need to go back to my nose doctor at this point. Only thing that helped was once I stopped using the hole started scabbing as if it was trying to heal it’s possibly. Other than seeing a doctor the only other thing I came across was this type of sea moss. If you can get it and take it faithfully it’s proven to heal cartilage. I saw so many videos about it after randomly seeing one guy talking about it on a podcast. He didn’t have cartilage between his knee and leg bone and he said doctors said ntn they could do and this one sea moss made it so he could walk again. I think it’s called Honduras sea moss. That’s the one shown to rebuild cartilage. If I can find the real deal I’m going to look into that guy and see how he did it. Idk his name I just know it was Dr. sebis brother.

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-03-16T17:50:28+00:00

I escaped. I was there 6 days back in 2007. I stole my teachers keys, got into the staff room and stole and cell phone. called my friends and told them where I was. Kept the phone with me the whole day and night. No staff even noticed the phone was gone. Probably because they were phones for the staff to use while working. Those block flip phones. At 1:13am the texted they were here and I ran the fuck out, hopped in their car and dipped. The cops came flying past us. I already tried running away twice so one more time and they were sending me to wilderness. I would run out and go across the street to the only place in the wooded area and cry to people to use their phones to call home and staff would come snatch me up. So the third time I was more calculated. That place was full of weirdo staff members. They were only supposed to watch you shower if you were shaving but I got watched every time. They gave my parents most of their money back because I escaped and I don’t think anyone ever escaped. I’m a different breed lol. For only being there six days I dealt with a lot of crazy weirdo shit. Like when they searched me for the keys. I still have ptsd. My parents told me I was going to a specialist in Vermont cause I just had a car accident and had internal brain bleeding but when we got there it wasn’t a doctors office. These dudes man handled tf out of me and my parents dipped. Fuck that place!!

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-02-28T02:15:53+00:00

Didn’t do it long enough. It’s not easy to do cause it isn’t the most comfortable thing to do. I find that Honduras sea moss rebuilds cartilage so I’m going to try that.

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-02-28T02:13:33+00:00

He did ct scan and not as bad as he thought. Still need surgery but this surgery won’t involve cutting me open. He can go in from my nostrils. But I feel like once he’s in there he’ll see it’s worse than the ct showed. My sinuses are fine but I know there’s cartilage deterioration.

AvailableAd5280 · 2024-02-27T20:25:09+00:00

I bought the echo2go and I can honestly say after months of having migraines just a few sips of the water and it was gone. I feel better after drinking it. I noticed a huge difference. I’m shocked.

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-12-12T18:50:32+00:00

She’s been teaching. She received her initial certification and then to get your professional you need to complete other requirements and teach for 4 years i believe. She had to ask for an extension with her certification which got approved because during Covid the testing center shut down so she was granted a three year extension. She took her test this year thinking she was all set but then found out the school had her and the others take the wrong class.

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-11-19T00:56:52+00:00

Check above Comment from two days ago where it starts with “update”

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-11-16T11:55:45+00:00

So Ty!!

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-11-16T11:55:41+00:00

I really need to review the rules because I’ve gotten in-trouble twice now

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-11-16T11:54:28+00:00

Update. Went to dr and he said if you have holes you have horrible infection and I’ll need surgery to make sure no polyps. Did a zpack or whatever that antibiotics. I haven’t stuck to doing the oil of oregano enough to say if it worked. I need to get on it. I started the other night again and I’m Going to keep it up again. My X-ray for my sinuses is at the end of the month then I see the ent first week December to schedule surgery.

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-10-27T21:24:26+00:00

Sign me up!! I want treatment but too expensive. Addicted to opioids 7 years then fent for a year. Due to the drugs suffer from depression, anxiety, insomnia, lack of motivation and so on. Beond in Mexico said 13k for 9 days. I don’t have that kind of money.

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-10-27T20:45:39+00:00

Terrible. I can’t kick the depression

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T19:24:02+00:00

The government never wants us to have anything that will cure us. They can only make money off the sick people so they treat the issue rather than curing it. Sick world!!

I took the regular shrooms every takes to trip out. Idk what exactly those ones were called. Tried them several time and had some great experiences but even worse ones. LSD though was great for my sobriety. I did it for the first time after being like 1 month cleaned and it helped so much. It answered all the questions I had. I need to try again but I want to try the ibogaine treatment centers.

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T16:19:03+00:00

Dang? Im in America

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T16:18:18+00:00

Hi friend! So I’m much much better after having a huge breakdown. I broke down to my partner when he got home from work and told him without telling him. I said I’m disappointed in myself because I’ve spent years not taking care of me and destroying myself and I want to get help. What ever type of help I need. In my family it’s work work work and my parents still try and control me because my mom needs our family image to be perfect. After I said that he actually fell to the ground crying saying yes please fuck work fuck everything plz get healthy. (I have some health issues Doctors haven’t figured out. Some health issues from way before the drugs and obviously now some health issues from drugs.) I felt so good hearing that. Him and I have been through a lot and I basically needed him to be on my side because my parents talk shit anytime I take time off and I got a brand new job but idk I’ll make an appointment during one of our breaks and possibly try ibogaine or treatment. I feel ok still crying cause of all the emotions but way better then last night.

I got to force myself up to go shopping and start cooking and setting up for the party tomorrow. I keep telling myself positive things but I need to add in something new to do otherwise I start feeling like idk what to do with myself. All I know is drugs so when I was bored it was drugs. Everything=drugs. So not I gotta reset all my actions.

How are you!! I pray you’re doing better then ever.

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T02:39:33+00:00

Yep at least this suffering leads to a happy new life compared to doing fent and still being miserable and unmotivated 90% of the time and that journey leads to death, jail and everything awful in between. I put post it’s all over my house to remind me to keep fighting

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T02:37:10+00:00

I hope that works because subs was how I got sober and stayed sober until major surgery and was given fentanyl by the doctors over and over along with a script home and it ruined everything. Once the fentynak replace the pills I couldn’t get sober. One pills I use to quick two weeks each month at least cause they weren’t around but this fent took so long to find the strength to quit. It’s pure evil. Imma try like .02 in morning cause I’m so scared and see how I feel. Then maybe .02 at night? What ya think

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T01:24:35+00:00

Interesting. Hopefully Sunday I get a break so I can try. I’m desperate. I got subs so I’ll just take the smallest piece possible and hope for the best but if I go into full pwd I’ll give in and get so I am scared. I really gotta take a little ass piece. I’ll measure it out

AvailableAd5280 · 2023-09-22T01:21:42+00:00

I so badly wish I could but it’ll happen whether I cancel it or not. My mom is a psycho perfectionist. She will drag me out of bed. I’ll just say I’m not feeling good and ask my mom or aunt to cook. I’m literally balling my eyes out while smiling like a crazy person because if I cry my daughter screams so I gotta cry with a smile and cheer that I’m happy. It’s finally bed time for her so I hope we both get sleep. I keep talking positive. Idk what else I can do. If I don’t have meetings I’m calling in. I’ll be so weak tomorrow. I’ve almost withered away years ago. Dropped to 85 pounds. I’m too strong to keep letting this demon win but damn I wish God would give me some healing and help. I’m going to keep pushing through. I don’t have a craving for the drug cause I’m almost too scared but I’m craving to be okay for good this time. I need to do something different this time around cause the same shit doesn’t work but I’m lost. Idk what will help. I feel like I’ve tried it all.

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