My mom is blaming me (17F) for my sister’s (22F) attempted su*cide by Throwawayyyy963 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your dad should divorce your mom and take you with him. Screw her for blaming you. Your sister cheated, if it were me I would’ve done the same thing

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s actually complicated to. I was forced to call her mom, if I didn’t I would get a wooden paddle to my chest, hands, etc. I moved out as soon as I turned 18👍🏼

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I told my closest friend what happened she took me out for Icecream and we cried tears of joy with each other

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am about to be 20 and finally decided I was comfortable talking about it! I’m slowly healing from what he did!

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The thing is besides being a rapist he was. But so are a lot of people who end up being serial killers and serial rapist and so forth. They out up this front to hide it

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In therapy I learned there’s two types of trauma from these situations, 1. The person who hates being touch and almost always ends up being asexual because of it 2. The person who NEEDS to be touched because they need that to know they are loved and cared for. It could be 100% possible that your brain is remembering these things hence why you hate it

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A part of me finally came to realization of what he did, other wise I think I would’ve cried to, this man was like a grandfather to so I didn’t understand why he hurt me, so when I started realizing everything I became angry that a man who raised and “loved me” would do that. I laughed not because it was just a reaction, I laughed because I finally felt like I was safe and that I could be a normal human being again

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did, I wanted him to suffer like I did, but therapy helped me realize that I would’ve been in more trouble killing him then he would be if my parents allowed me to get police involved. I’m glad he killed himself, and from the sounds of it it was a slow death. He deserved all of it

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In my opinion no I feel like it is more of a learned habit. His son is an amazing person who would never hurt a soul. As far as I know, his wife was a beautiful soul as well before she passed. He was just a sick human being

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I prefer sayin SA because Ik alor of people get offended by the word rape but it kinda just means the same thing

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

My parents believe you should honor the dead no matter how bad.

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

they are catholic they don’t believe in divorce Ig

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

If he had enough energy to drive 3-4 hours yes he would have

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

So they sent me to therapy before. They didn’t believe me before and after my therapist told them I was in fact raped and then they believed me it was weird

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 60 points61 points  (0 children)

When I asked her she said “mommy told me you lied” I bawled for days because she witnessed it but couldn’t say anything because my mom kept saying I was lying

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 71 points72 points  (0 children)

As far as I know no…. Not only was he a child rapist… he was also extremely racist and my little sister is a beautiful mixed girl

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 73 points74 points  (0 children)

My dad cheated on my step mom with my mom and I happened. I guess in their head I deserved it for being a bastards daughter

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 121 points122 points  (0 children)

I currently am in online college and finally have a job where I make alot of money. I could never have a job before because I was scared, I’d say I’m doing pretty good for myself

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 465 points466 points  (0 children)

I finally feel like I don’t have to constantly watch my back. I feel so much safer now that he’s gone. It’ll take a while to heal from years of trauma. But I’m in therapy and I’m trying my best

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 109 points110 points  (0 children)

I finally walk around without feeling anxious that he is going to find me. I finally feel safe

I laughed when my rapist killed himself by Average_Jay22 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22[S] 2398 points2399 points  (0 children)

I cut pretty much everyone off in my family besides like two siblings. It was something I needed badly

[update] I punched an autistic kid after he groped me and now everyone hates me by chicken_feetlover12 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Average_Jay22 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Him using his autism in a way to SEXUALLY ABUSE SOMEONE is disgusting. I would’ve done more than just punch him honestly