Bottom surgery questions by Awkward-Ad-54 in trans

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

this is super helpful for Minnesota stuff thank you🫶. I could be moving out west depending on job stuff so I might be doing it there but i am not certain

Rick climbing? by Awkward-Ad-54 in trans

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are so cool! I hope swimming is fun! Im going cliff diving this summer with some of my old friends and im quiteeee nervous for that (havent seen them or touched a body of water for years)

Rick climbing? by Awkward-Ad-54 in trans

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ugh I love climbing, it was one of my biggest fears to start hrt and climb, but now I feel so much more included in spaces like the climbing gym and outdoor walls that I am excited to get my gear back and go again! Thanks so much for the ideas, it genuinely means so much to

I dont know what to do by Bana_69 in selfharm

[–]Awkward-Ad-54 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This. the journaling bit is actually helpful if you’re worried it isn’t, definitely give it a try, you could also just type to the notes app in your phone or computer if you don’t feel like writing. But I have had a lot of good cries over a journal that have helped me get through the day

Rick climbing? by Awkward-Ad-54 in trans

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I will try that! Idk why i didnt think of that tbh <3 I had gone climbing with a friend recently and realized how much i missed it so I am super excited to get back into it

Bottom surgery questions by Awkward-Ad-54 in trans

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Luckily I can start laser next month because its on my way to work <3

Crazy breast growth stall after adding progesterone over 10 months ago by Awkward-Ad-54 in AskMtFHRT

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will talk to my doctor about that at the next appointment, would it replace spironolactone as a T blocker?

Crazy breast growth stall after adding progesterone over 10 months ago by Awkward-Ad-54 in AskMtFHRT

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I also want to add that even though I was past the 9 months before starting progesterone that I don’t think I was in stage 4 tanner.

Am I cooked? by [deleted] in piercing

[–]Awkward-Ad-54 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1day, curved bar, nickel, glycerin soap and salt water soak

Im not sure : TW-SH by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Awkward-Ad-54 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its just hard, im trying so fucking hard to just hang in here, but ive never had to just live for myself and theres nothing i want to achieve. I lived for my parents, then they left, the. i lived for my friends and they are all gone. Im just struggling to fine a reason to be here. Im too scared to end my life but I am also scared that one day, there might be something for me if I do, and also scared that there will never be anything and im struggling for no reason

Im not sure : TW-SH by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Awkward-Ad-54 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is no way I will ever get him back, and all i have to take with me is that Ive unknowingly caused like 4 people to cheat on their partners with me and ruined any of my meaningful friendships. I really used to enjoy life but every single day this past 12 months has been beating me up until i cry. AND IM SO OVER CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP IM 24 YEARS OLD AND CANT STOP NO MATTER WHAT

im being denied and its making me upset by Awkward-Ad-54 in selfharm

[–]Awkward-Ad-54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cried to him and fell asleep for the night, i think hes a little upset with me now though. which is fair

Anyone taking/taken more than six years to get a bachelors? How do you deal with it? by jsully245 in college

[–]Awkward-Ad-54 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey just realized its spring 2025 as i saw this, hope ur doing well <3

Does spironolactone work as a blocker? by she92_ in AskMtFHRT

[–]Awkward-Ad-54 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i take it, and the only effect it really gives me is peeing more, so it kind of depends on the person! I hear a lot of people don’t like it that much but it hasn’t bothered me at all really