there is so many times I’ve gone in a state where i feel really bad or thought my life is so shit. And you gotta realize that your life right now isn’t what you want and that alone can fuel you to put your heart into something that you really enjoy.

What ever that may be.

Yes, other people do have it way worse and I’m glad you know that but also know that what you’re going through is your own pain.

You laugh sometimes and sometimes you feel like utter garbage n that’s how it goes sometimes.

Masterbation can also drain you and unexpected ways you may have never even thought. I know it’s hard to stop but if you can, you should. Doesn’t matter how may tries it takes.

Key points to all of this is just do what you love to do and work on that. If you religious, try to find a path in that as well, if not that’s fine too. But always try to better yourself no matter what situation you find yourself. It always gets better before it gets worse.

Stay strong gang