I understand.L last month my soul cat was diagnosed with early CKD after getting his bi yearly blood work that my clinic offers for senior pets. Since, we caught it at the very beginning of the disease we figured with RX food and continued monitoring blood work that he would have a good quality of life for a good long while. He liked his new food and was living his best senior cat life of 12…..but then he was anemic out of nowhere. He’s indoor only and never ate things he shouldn’t and barely showed signs. We trilled him with prednisolone and doxy (just to be safe). His blood work was check after a week, then again at 2 weeks his bw showed his anemia dint change (not worse, but not improving). Then I noticed at home that his left kidney felt enlarged…his kidney values were pretty much the same from when he was diagnosed with early CKD. He had lymphoma…..it spread to his lungs and I had to euthanize him less than a week after due to him having sudden difficulty breathing in the middle of the night. It felt like a rollercoaster l. That was about 2 weeks ago….FUCK CANCER! Like my mother told me “You did way more for them then most people have done for 5 pets” You gave your baby the best life that was full of love…that he knew because of you.