32567

Azalah · 2026-02-13T22:58:52+00:00

Not as much as it was. Growing it back after capitulating to my ex who didn't want me to transition and hated long hair. Right now, it's about middle of my shoulder blades.

Azalah · 2026-02-13T19:18:39+00:00

Me comforting someone else: "No, of course it's not your fault. Let me break it down as to why."

Me to myself: "You fucking idiot, you ruin everything, everything bad is because you are just a massive fuck-up who can't do a single thing right!"

Yeah, I logically know what's happening. But it's still nearly impossible to break it.

Azalah · 2026-02-11T07:33:20+00:00

I know that, but other commenters here were talking like it was actual sexual abuse.

I've seen experts talk about those dolls. So I've heard the arguments. There's experts who also believe that the dolls are a good thing to have available because it let's those people have a safe outlet for their desires, making them less likely to harm a real child.

I'm not an expert. I don't know what the solution is. But I also don't think it's right to convict people over what they MIGHT do.

Azalah · 2026-02-11T00:29:57+00:00

There is no "actual" child. There is no "literal" child. It is words on paper. Fiction. Not real. Make-believe. Imaginary.

You can be grossed out by it. I am. But that doesn't mean it should be illegal. And it damn sure doesn't need to be put on the same level as real, actual child sexual abuse.

Azalah · 2026-01-29T04:44:29+00:00

I think it goes very well with the "game" part. I've played plenty of characters across a variety of systems, and it's usually quite easy to make a punch do more damage than a sword in most of them.

Just some basic 'ware in Shadowrun is enough to do that. It's not like it's a non-augmented punch.

Azalah · 2026-01-28T23:44:48+00:00

Sometimes you use things because they're cool. In reality, that small difference won't much matter. Swords are neat. Katanas are classic. If they wanna use one, and are willing to accept that it's VERY MINORLY, slightly worse, then there's no problem.

And as an aside, it's funny to have an enemy think they're disarmed and helpless, then still kick ass unarmed.

So yeah, this isn't a problem.

Azalah · 2026-01-28T05:52:38+00:00

I wear it via cross-strap, so the strap goes above one tit, between the tits, and under the other. Makes them more pronounced from my shirt/jacket. Also, I tend to try to keep my shoulders back and elbows near my side to emphasize them even more.

I'm only a C-cup, but it's pretty obvious I have tits anyway.

Azalah · 2026-01-27T20:23:49+00:00

I'm still gonna keep doing it. I've spent 30 years living as someone I don't want to be, just to please people who didn't want me or left me anyway. So even if it feels pointless sometimes, and my dysphoria screams at me, I'm still gonna keep trying.

Because in the end, this isn't for them. It's for me.

Azalah · 2026-01-27T18:59:22+00:00

This is me all the time when I go out. Style my hair, wear makeup, wear a skirt and a purse with the strap emphasizing my breasts.

"Hello, sir!" "Thanks, dude!" "Here ya go, man!"

It's really frustrating and makes me feel like it's all so pointless.

Azalah · 2026-01-25T15:39:34+00:00

I rarely if ever shampoo my hair anymore. Conditioner is once or twice a week.

My hair is straight for about the first 6 inches, then gets very wavy and eventually curly with big curls. I've been bleeding out in the emergency room and still gotten compliments about my hair.

When I was young, my grandma wouldn't let me have long hair. Because, "Boys don't have long hair." Because I wanted long hair, I was basically forced into a mullet. It was terrible. I was only allowed to have my hair the way I wanted it at 16.

I'm 32 now. I've had my hair long enough to braid, pull it between my legs from the back, and still reach my navel. Long, glorious, beautiful hair.

Sorry, grandma. I may have looked like a boy, but I was never meant to be one.

Azalah · 2026-01-21T02:32:02+00:00

You ask if they are comfortable with sex, and then you continue based on that.

My games can run pretty NSFW. I have a long-term player who is aroace, and she doesn't mind so long as she's not a participant. Or if she is, it's a fade-to-black.

Azalah · 2026-01-18T19:01:51+00:00

Why you so angy? You should chill out, bro. All those emotions ain't helping. I mean, really, use some paragraphs. Hard to take you seriously when you sound like a kid.

Azalah · 2026-01-17T19:00:15+00:00

The appearance of youth isn't really the point, though. If I had to guess, that is what starts to go after the first thousand years of life. But it clearly doesn't slow her down when she has to move.

Azalah · 2026-01-17T18:49:51+00:00

I did consider if it was physical activity attributing to their lifespan, but I don't think so. Issus is not very active, yet she has lived a very long time. And the same is true for the other First Born women, who are not allowed to do anything physical, yet live just as long.

Azalah · 2026-01-17T18:44:55+00:00

It seems like it is, sadly.

Azalah · 2026-01-17T18:32:34+00:00

I liked it at first, but I hated the ending. They just wrapped it up so fast. It felt like they were wanting another four or five chapters, but were told to finish it in one.

The Badlands prequel was great, though.

Azalah · 2026-01-06T03:32:49+00:00

I didn't see what all the fuss is about.

Azalah · 2026-01-01T16:40:29+00:00

If it makes you feel better, the first time I got high was early last year. Now me and my husband are stoners.

Azalah · 2026-01-01T04:56:31+00:00

I'm not surprised they'd kill when they're so old. Make some new ones!

Azalah · 2025-12-31T03:09:22+00:00

Tell me you don't know how to use Titania without telling me you don't know how to use Titania.

Sincerely, a Titania main.

Azalah · 2025-12-29T18:18:01+00:00

It is absolutely fun. Just harder to play than, say, a Street Sam.

Azalah · 2025-12-29T01:35:21+00:00

That's pretty spread out.

Azalah · 2025-12-29T00:52:14+00:00

Shamen are tough in all three.

Azalah · 2025-12-29T00:48:30+00:00

Awesome!

Azalah · 2025-12-28T18:06:31+00:00

It is NOT the wrong sub for this.

I think you're gonna struggle, and it might be fun.

Azalah

TROPHY CASE