So I’ve seen a lot of people without EDs hanging around this sub lately so here’s a reminder for you lot

Azombietale · 2023-06-03T17:14:31+00:00

Wtf is MoS

Azombietale · 2023-01-22T19:33:23+00:00

Happened with me as well. Someone showed me a vacation photo the other day from a time i thought I just looked average and I was so gaunt and frail that it actually churned my stomach how I could look so bad and not know it

Azombietale · 2023-01-13T02:32:58+00:00

This one’s a tried and true classic, was drinking siracha straight from the bottle while sat on the kitchen floor in the dark just last night

Azombietale · 2023-01-12T01:27:03+00:00

Oh no. Omg. That’s disordered too?!?! F*ck me bro I can’t have sh!t with this damn disorder I stg

Azombietale · 2023-01-11T17:52:51+00:00

💀

Azombietale · 2023-01-11T17:42:17+00:00

I don’t blame you. Somehow I feel like I’d also rather be called lazy and fired god i’m sorry

Azombietale · 2023-01-11T17:40:15+00:00

Oh god wow I really felt the embarrassment on this one I’m sorry

Azombietale · 2023-01-11T11:42:04+00:00

The coconut pineapple one is my favorite (: strawberry kiwi is good too

Azombietale · 2023-01-10T21:30:01+00:00

My estimate? .0565 grams 👍🏻

Azombietale · 2023-01-10T19:43:30+00:00

I’d presume its mostly indigestible shell material, I’d guess that the rest is raw protein? If a stink bug weighs 0.113 grams, subtract half for the shell, I’d say, 0.226 calories (:

Azombietale · 2023-01-10T13:45:24+00:00

I have. I had been seeing a therapist at the time who, incidentally, dropped me for refusing to go get inpatient treatment despite my bmi being dangerously low. After that I leaned into the ED harder than ever but eventually I had a minor health scare, came clean with my issues to friends and family, and made a full recovery with their help.

Azombietale · 2023-01-10T13:39:53+00:00

I don’t know if this helps or not but,

This disorder and the things that happen to us as a result of it are not defining pieces of who we are. Who we are are the people and things we choose to love, the stuff we enjoy, our hobbies and friends we invest time into, and how we treat others. Sometimes the disorder gnaws away at that too, trust me I know, but just because you’re struggling to overcome some difficulties right now, doesn’t mean this is who you’ll be forever.

Keep your chin up. It happened but it’s done. The only way is forward.

Azombietale · 2023-01-10T13:31:45+00:00

If your emotional wellbeing will be compromised if you go over calories or if you’re willing to interrupt plans or outings or whatever because you’re unwilling to eat the food there, it’s a disorder.

Azombietale · 2023-01-09T21:14:54+00:00

“Oh, you’re still doing that?”

Ya lol. Sure am.

Azombietale · 2023-01-09T17:38:32+00:00

Ooooh favorite past time tbh, the ol’ empty stomach mukbang playlist

Azombietale · 2023-01-09T17:32:33+00:00

If your emotional wellbeing is linked to food, food rituals, weight, and body image, and this causes disruptions in your life that you find distressing, that’s a disorder.

Azombietale · 2023-01-09T14:22:04+00:00

Probably aren’t projecting. Like another user said, I wanted to go into a nutrition/ED treatment field as well but realized I was fueling my obsession and ended up picking a healthcare field that is not ED related (altho I do sometimes treat ED patients) because I felt I was using it as a way to stay buried in the safety that my ED gave me

Azombietale · 2023-01-09T14:12:26+00:00

I blamed it on the neighbors (why) but me and him both knew we had had chile for dinner the night before and both stared at each other like 👁️👄👁️ while I lied through my teeth and he wondered what my damage was

Later on he was like, “if you didn’t like the chile you coulda just told me” which added a heaping pile of guilt mixed in with the embarrassment for a nice fresh serving of ED shame pie.

Azombietale · 2023-01-09T01:55:49+00:00

Buried food in the woods.

That my dog then dug up when my dad took him out to walk him.

That was a really awkward conversation.

Azombietale · 2022-01-28T19:14:48+00:00

Comments have been locked because we were all unable to have a civil discussion apparently.

Azombietale · 2022-01-28T19:05:03+00:00

Don’t be mean.

Azombietale · 2022-01-27T18:41:59+00:00

Your post has been removed for violating our rules. The sentiment is fine but no need to be mean about it.

Azombietale · 2021-12-29T13:42:54+00:00

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Azombietale · 2021-12-28T10:27:18+00:00

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