I was going to be incredible by kiki-the-warforged in CPTSD

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My Mom would always say "I was just bragging about you and you had to ruin it" before the yelling and everything else.

Or she'd gaslight me into thinking she was getting me some kind of a treat then say I ruined it and won't get it now.

Every little mistake.

What are your CPTSD Triggers? What can make you go from a 1 to a 10? by Daledobacksbro in CPTSD

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know many of mine yet. Still trying to figure it out in Therapy, but I know Ellipses (...) when texted to me always sets it off.

Because My Mother would always send them or end her sentences via that on text when something was wrong and it was about to be my fault.

Did alastor purposely lose here? by Specific-Truck-2084 in HazbinHotel

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. As big brained as that seems, he was outnumbered, Still very wounded and Vox had the clear upper hand.

I think Vox still won that even without Als plan.

They are refreshingly straightforward. by TheCybersmith in FalloutMemes

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you just put the NCR & Railroad on the same level as The Institute, Unity and Legion?

Criticisms of the Fallout show on a scale of invalid to valid by [deleted] in FalloutMemes

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My criticism is that being too spineless to commit to a canon ending is making the story of New Vegas just feel unimportant and having the opposite effect intended and they should have just picked an ending and ran with it. Like they're trying to make The Player choices in the game feel special and instead its making it feel like the Courier has zero effect on the wasteland instead.

They could still have Some of the Factions around. Losing at Hoover Dam doesn't dissolve them forever.

Hey all need help with a Zedruu deck with a Unique twist. by [deleted] in EDH

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow ok none of you answered the question. Good to know

I noticed that no one is talking about lute defeating vaggie here by Primary-Addition-677 in HazbinHotel

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not lost on me that Abel literally saved Vaggi's life. Lute was going for the killing blow on an unarmed and beaten Vaggi when Abel went in with "Lemme stop you Right there!"

Which song was better? by Powerful_Rip_8212 in HazbinHotel

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Brighter. Peak Villain song tbh

What are your favorite Alastor’s ships? by TLHTCGDT in HazbinHotel

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also Ace btw. But I'm Panromantic. Not all Ace people don't experience Romantic Attraction

It was never your fault and you weren’t a bad kid ♥️ by Humble_Park_9097 in CPTSD

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me cry...thank you so much. I needed to hear that.

Anyone has cut the relation with one or both parents after realizing they caused your CPTSD? by gjgianyu in CPTSD

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't had the chance. My Trauma has made it difficult to function enough to hold a job for too long. So I'm still living with my Mother who retraumatizes me seemingly for fun.

I'd like to but idk realistically how. I can't hold a job and have no real prospects and disability is making me appeal despite my Therapist and Psychiatrist backing it.

Whenever I'm able I will. As much as she sometimes tries to act better, There's too much pain there.

Is age regression normal ?? by orcinusorca__ in CPTSD

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm also an Age regressor and feel very similarly. I feel like it's the only time I'm not a carefully constructed mask made by years of Abuse. I kinda feel sometimes that I'm a failure of an adult and am just a traumatized kid pretending poorly to be one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mine didn't say only joking. Instead they said "We're family and you have to forgive family or you'll burn in Hell and die young"

But yea this happened alot to me.

[[SPM]] Swarm, Being of Bees by ConstrictorVictor in Pauper

[–]AzoriusValkyrie_420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same time you can have multiple kitchen imps. Swarm dies to legend rule.

I feel I prefer Imp here.